Kimi ga Shinu Made Koi wo Shitai - Vol. 7 Ch. 32 - What We Have Here

[gearoi92]

So i've been trying not to read this until it ends because i really can't stomach yuri tragendies anymore. I'll be devastated for days, unironically. But i guess this is basically miseryporn, right? Should i stay clear?

 

[MathMols]

Cant remember how important/if Esta has been showed in earlier chapters, but Rest In Peace

 

[Orangechrisy]

They can't do this not to her they can't hurt Ali more please... I just want Ali to be happy...

o7 for esta. even with my horrible memory of how important she is. she will be missed

ty for the translations

Cant remember how important/if Esta has been showed in earlier chapters, but Rest In Peace

Esta was seen in the first chapter kissing another girl, then there isn't much of her for a while until she reappears when Ali is in mourning revealing that her gf also died. Esta helps Ali start to deal with the loss she faced, getting closer through shared trauma, helping Ali start to grow again. She has been a positive driving force mostly existing adjacent to the main girls until her getting involved with Ali.

 

[Orangechrisy]

So i've been trying not to read this until it ends because i really can't stomach yuri tragendies anymore. I'll be devastated for days, unironically. But i guess this is basically miseryporn, right? Should i stay clear?

It's not misery porn, but it is an incredibly wholesome and sweet story intermixed with the repercussions of war and abject tragedy. So if you can't stomach tragedy then stay away, it does have a major character death halfway in, but it is a genuinely beautiful story that has some of the sweetest moments within it

 

[deathpad]

Mimi is growing. I cant hold back my tears. It feels like I have a daughter myself

 

[Shintaro_71]

Pls no...

 

[WolfenLady]

Why do I feel like the happy ending is not in the books for this manga?

 

[gearoi92]

It's not misery porn, but it is an incredibly wholesome and sweet story intermixed with the repercussions of war and abject tragedy. So if you can't stomach tragedy then stay away, it does have a major character death halfway in, but it is a genuinely beautiful story that has some of the sweetest moments within it

Thanks, maybe i will wait until it ends. If one of the maincouple dies while i was invested in it, man, i would feel like shit.

 

[nyannibalism]

thanks for the translation!

so the enemy is getting really strong to where mimi has been coming back in worse condition than before? more people are coming back injured and esta is dead?
my senses are telling me that the enemy's gonna be at the front door with a battering ram soon... and im worried on how thatld turn out if that were to happen...

 

[PigeonHater]

Those are the words I never want to hear in this manga “where is ___”

 

[Orangechrisy]

Thanks, maybe i will wait until it ends. If one of the maincouple dies while i was invested in it, man, i would feel like shit.

Technically one of the main two is functionally immortal (or maybe fully immortal we don't know if there's a way for her to actually die) so she "dies" fairly often but comes back, while the other one is a healer and not a fighter so neither is in much danger of properly dying and staying dead

 

[sirflimflam]

Naaaaaah. Naaaaaaaaaaaaah. Esta naaaaaaah come on girl. Don't take Esta from me.

 

[sirflimflam]

Technically one of the main two is functionally immortal (or maybe fully immortal we don't know if there's a way for her to actually die) so she "dies" fairly often but comes back, while the other one is a healer and not a fighter so neither is in much danger of properly dying and staying dead

Gonna be real, I can't even remotely foresee a way this story ends without one of the two girls dying for real. I always expected Sheena would use magic similar to Mimi's mom to revive her after something goes wrong with her immortality. ...or the other way around. By the end of this I expect one of them will be dad dead and the other will be sad.

 

[ChuuritsuTv]

o7

 

[nameless0ne]

So we get nice fluff of working hard, finding your place in this hellhole and literally embracing each other to recharge. And then just bam: "oh... where's Esta...." and "the enemy seems to be getting a little bit more competent as of late". This foreshadowing is as subtle as a sledgehammer.
I sure hope Esta is ok and this is all just a big misunderstanding.

 

[winterume]

surely Esta will be fine... right?

 

[anaLysis08]

i can’t tell if who they are even fighting is actually important to the story or not

 

[sikachu]

i can’t tell if who they are even fighting is actually important to the story or not

They are fighting for the school (the orphanage) that raises them and gave them food/place to stay/education.

I think it was mentioned in Seiran's backstory a few volumes back that she wanted to go out and fight to pay back for what they've given her.

So, the orphanage is holding onto a forbidden magic spell book in which they wanted to protect, so they raise these children to go out and fight in the battlefield.

Honestly, I can't even wholeheartedly say that the school is the good side or the bad side. We don't have enough context here. But, well, even if we ever have context one day, I'm not even sure if it'll matter in the end, as we can't escape the fact that Seiran's body wasn't destroyed by the enemy, she was disposed by the orphanage's choaker...

 

[maxiusagi]

nooooo

 

[Orangechrisy]

They are fighting for the school (the orphanage) that raises them and gave them food/place to stay/education.

I think it was mentioned in Seiran's backstory a few volumes back that she wanted to go out and fight to pay back for what they've given her.

So, the orphanage is holding onto a forbidden magic spell book in which they wanted to protect, so they raise these children to go out and fight in the battlefield.

Honestly, I can't even wholeheartedly say that the school is the good side or the bad side. We don't have enough context here. But, well, even if we ever have context one day, I'm not even sure if it'll matter in the end, as we can't escape the fact that Seiran's body wasn't destroyed by the enemy, she was disposed by the orphanage's choaker...

Honestly I think the fact that the manga is vague about the orphanage and whether it's actually the good guys or not helps with the big giant thematic part of the story about war being bad. It doesn't really matter if the orphanage has helped these kids or if they are truly good or not, because the orphanage is still killing children by sending them out to war.