I still have hope for Lilina, they have something precious. Misaki gives him high anxiety for a lot of reasons, there's a miserable feeling to love someone that saved you. What if you stop loving them as much ? Do you still deserve to live ? That's bonkers but it's what goes on his mind. That's a lot to take on his shoulders and i really do not want him to end up with her, feeling like he owe her everything in his life. She saved him willingly, took risks willingly, sacrificed herself willingly. She was prepared for it. She's not doing it on purpose but the whole situation is quite manipulative for Yukari. Does he have a right to love Lilina ? Can he move on ? I feel like Misaki has to free him. If the author doesn't do that i'll be super disappointed lol