i really don't like the direction this has gone in with Hiura constantly contradicting himself about whether he crossdresses for himself or Midou, whether he's happy as a boy or wishes he was a girl etc... it feels less like any kind of internal struggle and more like sloppy writing
I think it's very well written to be accessible to the broadest demographic of readers. How many readers want a cute girlfriend like Hiura? Him being gay and being a boy is just a quirk... that's my cope! 😍😍
In rare moments of objectivity (which I push away as fast as I can), I see that this might not be the most faithful reading, and hope it doesn't come across as gay erasure, which is not my intent. I am just reading for enjoyment after all and like to view Hiura differently from chapter to chapter as the setting changes, usually as a cute girl, so it helps for me that he's written a bit that way, at least it's not so much of a stretch to read it that way (more coping). Since this series does not have a suggestive tag so I doubt there's going to be some genital jousting that will kill the suspension of disbelief.
I am also cheering for all you others who might want to see him differently!