Kusunoki's Flunking Her High School Glow-Up - Vol. 4 Ch. 24 - I was hopelessly in love with you

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I'm surprised that manga readers have the nuance to interpret Hebikawa as "not completely evil" (she probably is more layered) and yet pile on Shizuki for his reactions.

Shizuki didn't seek revenge, didn't go out of his way to attack her at all. When Kusonoki wanted to make friends with Hebikawa, he (however reluctantly) helped her try to fit in. It was Hebikawa who made Kusonoki feel left out. It would be easy for him to say "Don't be friends with her." I'm sure there's another segment of fans asking "Why didn't he protect Kusonoki from Hebikawa?"

The main thing is that he felt betrayed because after enduring bullying and most people looking down on him, the one person who "seemed" to be different turned out be another person who looked down on him. That's arguably more important than any like or dislike he had towards her.
The MC does have flaws which Kusonoki even calls him out on. But the complete lack of sympathy and desire for him to get over it is kind of unsettling.
 
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I just realized that if the two mains get married the FMC will be Shizuki Shizuka.
 
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I do not understand how you are reading these conclusions into what I am saying. There are people who aren't shocked by what Hebikawa did because what she did isn't necessarily shocking. It's a thing that almost everyone has experienced to some degree (i.e., being spoken badly about behind your back). That doesn't make it good, it doesn't mean "fuck the victims," it means that the reaction this chapter provoked was mixed in part because people were led by the narrative to expect a much more novel backstory.

Go ahead and Ctrl + F on my posts, I've not referred to Hebikawa as "based" or anyone as a "beta." You're shadowboxing with a user who doesn't exist, at least not on my account.
There are people who aren't shocked by what Hebikawa did because what she did isn't necessarily shocking. It's a thing that almost everyone has experienced to some degree (i.e., being spoken badly about behind your back).
this doesn't feel like a betrayal so much as something completely normal: a person shittalking someone they act nice to.
In real life, would someone like Hebikawa be considered an asshole? Yes, but not of an exceptional variety. So for a lot of people, a character like her doesn't read as the kind of antagonist she's set up to be. She's just a mean kid, and there are a lot of mean kids in the world.
Are you even reading your own comments? By diminishing what she did to him, saying things like "they werent close," "she just talked some shit behind his back," "she didnt betray him," you are deliberately and unfairly minimizing his trauma and what she did to him. My conclusions simply follow your very own statements.
I think because Hebikawa is cruel towards Shizuki in a way that is awful but not unusual. That the core conflict here is something fundamentally normal (a nasty insult thrown around in gossip) makes this chapter feel like a deflating moment.

There's no emotional bond that heightens the drama, either. They weren't close, so this doesn't feel like a betrayal so much as something completely normal: a person shittalking someone they act nice to.

In real life, would someone like Hebikawa be considered an asshole? Yes, but not of an exceptional variety. So for a lot of people, a character like her doesn't read as the kind of antagonist she's set up to be. She's just a mean kid, and there are a lot of mean kids in the world.

My reaction to this chapter was, "That's it?" I hope that goes some way to clarifying at least one perspective beyond lacking empathy for male characters or liking "evil women."
This entire comment of yours basically twists her faking being his friend (and thereby betraying him) and literally calling him disgusting to other people into "it's no big deal, everyone does that." "She's no exceptional asshole." It completely ignores how manipulative and cruel she was in this and the previous chapter, dragging him into this conversation and gleefully smirking when she sees that she had such an effect on him that he literally feels ill just by being with her. That's sociopath behavior right there and most certainly more than just a "mundane" asshole (as if we even need to classify her into some grade of asshole to justify her actions).

How exactly are my conclusions wrong, with that in mind? You are pushing the exact same idea as those who call her "based" here do. By minimizing her actions as "no big deal" and claiming that there was "no emotional bond" between the two (hence his trauma must surely be invalid, right?). I dont understand why you want to distance yourself from these "others," when you are saying the same thing.

Though, I admit that parts of my comments were directed at people in your general "camp," and not directly at you.
 
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Don't need to essay for everyone. Following chapters will show how she really is. There are like 2 chapters entirely dedicated to her. Don't wanna drop bombs on everyone but there is even an indication that she does compansated dating with older dudes.
The essays are in response to people having unhinged takes at what's already been very clearly shown, with no real ambiguity. I think it's pretty undeniable that she bullied and betrayed him in middle school by being two-faced. I also think that what we see in this chapter is very clearly cruel indifference, manipulation and gloating over his misery on her part. The fact that people are so hung up on the idea that a young, bullied kid can develop a severe trauma from a betrayal like that - frankly, it's just a travesty.
 
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You guys... go read the first ch. again..
This bitch is no good, call the guy "he is just disgusting" out of nowhere.
Mc have every right to hate her, his only fault is not calling the bitch out before all of this.
He can hate her all he wants, but to be so traumatized that you puke when you look any pretty girl in the face is a mental illness. It's not like he saw a buddy blown apart by an IED.
 
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Literally nothing. He eavesdropped on her talking smack (like kids do) with her friends one time and it causes his idealized made up image of her in his head to be destroyed. Not like she personally bullied him for years or even insulted him to his face in front of others. He just over hears something he shouldn’t have
I agree that his phobia is unwarranted, but to be fair it is implied but wasn't clear if she saw him standing in the doorway. If so then she WAS mocking him in is presence if not directly in front of his face.
 

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Are you even reading your own comments? By diminishing what she did to him, saying things like "they werent close," "she just talked some shit behind his back," "she didnt betray him," you are deliberately and unfairly minimizing his trauma and what she did to him. My conclusions simply follow your very own statements.
Ok we are definitely having two separate discussions. I need to make things clear so here's my good faith attempt to clarify:

The point of every comment I have posted here so far has been to explain why people decided specifically after this chapter to take a softer approach towards Hebikawa. I am not defending any character's actions and the only moral assertions I have made have been squarely critical of Hebikawa's character.

My belief that Hebikawa's actions are fundamentally unremarkable and mundane is not at odds with your belief that Hebikawa's actions are reprehensible. I have always maintained that her actions were cruel.

When I say that Hebikawa is an asshole but unremarkable, I am explaining why despite her cruelty, she doesn't register as a major antagonist as a character in a story. The narration has established her as a threat, someone malicious and dangerous. The revelation that she just made one off-hand remark throws a wrench into the story and how her character has been established. She's no longer Shizuki's years-long enemy, she's a classmate who hurt him once.

On the topic of them not being close, I believe that is fully supported by the text. While Shizuki narrates that he had one-sided affection for her, there is nothing to indicate that the two were anything more than acquaintances in middle school. I'm open to being proven wrong on this later, but her simply acting nice is not the same thing as friendship.

Again, I will reiterate: I am not diminishing the in-story impact this had on our characters, I am explaining why Hebikawa's actions evoked mixed responses in the readership.

Shizuki's trauma is clearly real and not imagined, but for the readers the pivotal event feels insignificant compared to how it has been previously described.

To summarize: Shizuki's narration thus far has implied that Hebikawa was far closer to him than she actually was and that she did far more to him than she actually did. That's why I think this chapter softened some peoples' impressions of her. Again. Even if what she did was reprehensible.

I'm trying to make sure I'm as clear and deliberate as possible here. I'm not saying Hebikawa is based, I'm not saying anyone is a beta, I'm not saying any of the other things that have been posted by other people here. The only one who's representing my thoughts here is me. There is no camp, if people agree with me, then that's their decision but that does not make their opinions mine.

I hope this clears things up.
 
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I'm surprised that manga readers have the nuance to interpret Hebikawa as "not completely evil" (she probably is more layered) and yet pile on Shizuki for his reactions.

Shizuki didn't seek revenge, didn't go out of his way to attack her at all. When Kusonoki wanted to make friends with Hebikawa, he (however reluctantly) helped her try to fit in. It was Hebikawa who made Kusonoki feel left out. It would be easy for him to say "Don't be friends with her." I'm sure there's another segment of fans asking "Why did he protect Kusonoki from Hebikawa?"

The main thing is that he felt betrayed because after enduring bullying and most people looking down on him, the one person who "seemed" to be different turned out be another person who looked down on him. That's arguably more important than any like or dislike he had towards her.
The MC does have flaws which Kusonoki even calls him out on. But the complete lack of sympathy and desire for him to get over it is kind of unsettling.
I haven't really seen much to convince me of Hebikawa being evil. tbf I also don't remember many specifics, as the manga has been out for a year ish.
all I do know is that the MC is weak. and while I hope for him to get over it, seeing him have these trauma informed reactions to everything is kinda making for some boring reading.
like you can give a character a negative trait and write around that without it being annoying. the audience having a reasonable reaction to a shitty character shouldn't be unsettling.
 
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Ahhh~ Hebi-sama smiled a lot today! 🥰

Dude got indirect rejection and created a self inflicted trauma. Afawk Hebikawa is just being nice to him to up her own social status quo, no direct harm or bullying done. Though it looks on one panel she knows he's listening to them and directly-indirectly hurt him.

I hope Hebi and Kusonoki gets to be really good friends. Imo base on previous chapter it's probably Kusonoki is the person that Hebikawa aspires to be.
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I haven't really seen much to convince me of Hebikawa being evil. tbf I also don't remember many specifics, as the manga has been out for a year ish.
all I do know is that the MC is weak. and while I hope for him to get over it, seeing him have these trauma informed reactions to everything is kinda making for some boring reading.
like you can give a character a negative trait and write around that without it being annoying. the audience having a reasonable reaction to a shitty character shouldn't be unsettling.

"Without it being annoying" "Reasonable reaction to shitty character"

Sure, audience reactions are subjective and it's up to the reader to decide whether they enjoy. But when deciding a character being "annoying" interferes with the ability to empathize with and understand the character, I question what they're getting out of the story. People have hated on Shizuki for a lot of the manga just for the crime of...developing as a character?
 
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Damn. She really meant it when she said it meant nothing to her. Oh well.

Boy, look to your new ray of light right in front of you and move on.
 
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Basically in middle school wen he was being treated as shit by everyone she befriend him so to him it was like he found an oasis in his shity life only to later overhear her talk shit about him behind his back and that she was just being nice to make herself look good
It's weird that he didn't call her out on this here, I was waiting for it.
 
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Ok we are definitely having two separate discussions. I need to make things clear so here's my good faith attempt to clarify:

The point of every comment I have posted here so far has been to explain why people decided specifically after this chapter to take a softer approach towards Hebikawa. I am not defending any character's actions and the only moral assertions I have made have been squarely critical of Hebikawa's character.

My belief that Hebikawa's actions are fundamentally unremarkable and mundane is not at odds with your belief that Hebikawa's actions are reprehensible. I have always maintained that her actions were cruel.

When I say that Hebikawa is an asshole but unremarkable, I am explaining why despite her cruelty, she doesn't register as a major antagonist as a character in a story. The narration has established her as a threat, someone malicious and dangerous. The revelation that she just made one off-hand remark throws a wrench into the story and how her character has been established. She's no longer Shizuki's years-long enemy, she's a classmate who hurt him once.

On the topic of them not being close, I believe that is fully supported by the text. While Shizuki narrates that he had one-sided affection for her, there is nothing to indicate that the two were anything more than acquaintances in middle school. I'm open to being proven wrong on this later, but her simply acting nice is not the same thing as friendship.

Again, I will reiterate: I am not diminishing the in-story impact this had on our characters, I am explaining why Hebikawa's actions evoked mixed responses in the readership.

Shizuki's trauma is clearly real and not imagined, but for the readers the pivotal event feels insignificant compared to how it has been previously described.

To summarize: Shizuki's narration thus far has implied that Hebikawa was far closer to him than she actually was and that she did far more to him than she actually did. That's why I think this chapter softened some peoples' impressions of her. Again. Even if what she did was reprehensible.

I'm trying to make sure I'm as clear and deliberate as possible here. I'm not saying Hebikawa is based, I'm not saying anyone is a beta, I'm not saying any of the other things that have been posted by other people here. The only one who's representing my thoughts here is me. There is no camp, if people agree with me, then that's their decision but that does not make their opinions mine.

I hope this clears things up.
On the topic of them not being close, I believe that is fully supported by the text. While Shizuki narrates that he had one-sided affection for her, there is nothing to indicate that the two were anything more than acquaintances in middle school. I'm open to being proven wrong on this later, but her simply acting nice is not the same thing as friendship.
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She is clearly manipulating him here, but she very much knows that, to him, she was a much closer person than anyone else. Yes, of course, for a popular sociopath like her, he was less than a bug under her shoe, let alone an acquaintance or a friend. But she KNEW that she was the only source of appreciation that he had. That HE saw her as a friend. That's seemingly what made her approach him, at all. It made her feel important and above him.

Dont you wonder why every person here whose point of view you are trying to explain also suspiciously enough is calling her "based" and shitting on the MC? Acting like this is a "Hebikawa W"?

In your recent reply, you are addressing things that are pretty much irrelevant to what I was saying, because you are perpetuating the exact same thought that these people seem to be following: "what she did was no big deal, it's normal." What's written between the lines is "the MC has no reason to develop a trauma." You are afraid to say it outright, while the rest of the people (whose viewpoint you're trying to "explain") say it how they mean it.
Shizuki's trauma is clearly real and not imagined, but for the readers the pivotal event feels insignificant compared to how it has been previously described.
Don't you realize how contradictory that sounds? "Oh, his trauma is very real, but this event was so insignificant to us readers compared to how it was previously described." What's hidden in this comment is "is that it? what was he even complaining about?"

What absolutely boggles my mind is how yall can reach this conclusion after seeing this chapter. Because what I saw was a sociopath sadistically gloating over someone she managed to traumatize. She wasnt even aware that she had this effect on him, but she is visibly joyful about it. Going from chapter 1, this only makes her character seem worse. It only makes her betrayal all the more clear and deliberate.

Just because she isnt a moustache twirling supervillain who has spent years planning the MC's demise doesnt mean that anything has changed at all. She betrayed his trust at a very vulnerable moment in his life and he developed a trauma from it, that's what we knew from chapter 1. Now we know that she really is that same sociopath from back then, that she gloats over what she did and that she has zero concern for the person she victimized.

My conclusion from that would not be "that's it? Man, what was he even worried about lol." My conclusion from that is "wow, what a sociopath, she is actually happy about him developing a strong enough trauma to actively fear her hurting him more? And she wants to mess with him and his loved ones even more now?"

No wonder she made him feel so uneasy. His fear is irrational and it stems from his own insecurity about how he was back then: fat and bullied. It doesnt come from her. But he feared her "revealing" that in order to hurt him or in order to separate him from Kusunoki, for her own gain. He feared her doing something like that precisely because he learned that she is the type of person that would do that on a whim, with zero regard for him. Instead, he finds out that she just doesnt care about him at all. I dont blame him for being uncertain about how she will treat him, especially considering how creepily pushy she is with him in these two chapters.

That aside, I was mainly responding to what YOU said, not just what others said. Things like this:
There's no emotional bond that heightens the drama, either. They weren't close, so this doesn't feel like a betrayal so much as something completely normal: a person shittalking someone they act nice to.

In real life, would someone like Hebikawa be considered an asshole? Yes, but not of an exceptional variety. So for a lot of people, a character like her doesn't read as the kind of antagonist she's set up to be. She's just a mean kid, and there are a lot of mean kids in the world.
Things that unfairly diminish what she did to him, how it affected him, and, most importantly, how sadistically she acts about it. You saying that "they were not close" and that "she didnt betray him," that she just acted "normally." That is what I'm responding to. And I think I've already covered what I think about that quite thoroughly.

Remember, your very first reply to me was meant to counter me calling out the people who claim that Hebikawa was in the right and that the MC has no reason for his trauma. With that in mind, how exactly do any of your comments read? Especially when you come with wishy-washy statements like "oh his trauma is real, but it wasnt a betrayal or anything, she is just a normal kid doing normal kid things!"

(This is not directed at you, specifically)
It's genuinely a bit crazy to me that there needs to be such a conversation about this. But that's manga readers for you, I guess. Maybe it's a love for drama that drives these opinions? But then again, I really doubt anyone would be shitting on the MC for being "weak" and traumatized over something like this if he was a cute girl and the antagonist was male. And the fact that the antagonist here is an "evil" and attractive female character probably tickles the average manga reader's masochist bone and so they are willing to latch on to any little detail that might make her seem good and "misunderstood." I'm sure that there is some depth to her, but that will never erase how she treated the MC and likely other people, as well.
 
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"Without it being annoying" "Reasonable reaction to shitty character"

Sure, audience reactions are subjective and it's up to the reader to decide whether they enjoy. But when deciding a character being "annoying" interferes with the ability to empathize with and understand the character, I question what they're getting out of the story. People have hated on Shizuki for a lot of the manga just for the crime of...developing as a character?
They are certainly very quick to hate on Shizuki just because he dares to have been hurt by his clearly terrible experiences, and very quick to fall in love with the one who bullied him. It's honestly a pretty common occurrence among manga readers, from my experience. I guess it's pretty natural for most people to empathize more with female characters and get disgusted by weakness shown in male characters. Men are wired especially strongly to have this divide in empathy, I think, and that's the main audience for manga like these 🤷‍♂️
 

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