I am in fucking pain over this chapter, which is the usual, but this time i'm also profoundly angry.
I mean, i never trusted Achmea, but this just lays out everything i feared was too plausible about his motives and actual thoughts and made it worse. Cairn. Cairn i beg of you, use your head and realize just for one fucking moment that he only loves you like an object and the way he's just described manipulating everything towards his goal, including phos's goal and your doubts, is ample proof he's his own worst enemy in regards to anything like actually passing on.