"I'm so terrified by the fact that her existence becomes smaller and smaller as time passes. It's as if she never existed. To think that I can live normally every day scares me to no end."
This was me living the first five years after my mama passed away suddenly due to stroke. She did not have that many pictures and videos, too, so I could only feel guilt, helplessness, and frustration as I started to forget even how her voice sounds like. It took me a fair bit of time to properly process my grief and accept that doing so is neither betrayal nor representation of the extent of my love for her.
So I truly, truly felt this scene.