it felt wrong, because it is wrong. while i read it i started to simpathize with the guy, because there are reasons to, the poor guy had it toughf when it wasnt his fault and thats why you simpathize with him.... but its wrong, he is doing something wrong, and solfdestroying with it. thats why i felt guilty, cause i was simpathizing and siding and excusing him, which i shouldnt, im not saying that its his or her fault, im saying that what they are doing isnt right, and it feels so real at times, i just coudnt continue reading it. the entire time i read him it felt the same as an anxiety attack, couldnt go past ch24