why somehow i kinda mad but sad at her, "no one understand me", she's clearly never tell anyone about that, and hoping marrying a boy that never saw her at the first sight, i hope she got her happy ending to a real man who want to accompany her, his fiance are a real jackass over there, the feeling of regret and the feeling of anger because how quiet is her, none to tell, even to his frick fiance, urgh