That’s kind of freakish you know, preference & ideology has nothing to do with whom you fall in love. It can be anyone. You never know whom you’d start to like and yearning for a relation more than just being friends, you won’t even realize when it even initiated. Ham Dan-i’s inferiority-complex towards Ban yeor is completely dominating this story and affecting a lot of events in this narrative. Tbh I wish Ham dan-i shouldn’t even have existed in this the novel world. She‘S unable To accept herself being a part of that world and being a member of the “four heavenly Kings” friend circle, the moment she’d accept herself being with em, everything will be fine and will be the end of the story. She’s pathetic for someone comparing herself to Something far better than her and can’t accept her own flaws & attributes. Her self-deprecation Will be the death of her, she better disappears from that dimension/space or whatever short of place she thinks it to be. Completely ignoring the fact she has her own charisma and individuality, her woeful predisposition Towards otherworldly beauties, preconceived notion of her being completely unable to fit with them is the most rueful thing I can get a grip of here. Judging everything on for their visage, stature and great physique but not for who they’re are. The MC surely is PATHETIC. Fuk off already, hurting yourself and hurting your surrounding unconditionally and yet being Naive ASS Is getting on my nerves.