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That's not it. She's not ashamed of being poor. She's enraged at the world for looking down on her, abusing her and dismissing her for completely arbitrary reasons. Unlike most of these "my asshole old friend/superior didn't recognize me as being the literal greatest thing ever" stories, Ruby is clearly not just a poser. She's a genius. She was able to recognize the process of the crown Ezekiel made and effortlessly alter it to her needs, all from watching it get made once, from a distance. She IS genuinely the kingdom's best alchemist.The backstory doesn't really change anything though. The reason she was angry with him was that he reminded her of her poor background. And that's not an excuse to treat him the way she does.
Her problem is that she's grown ego-obsessed. She spent her childhood being looked down on, and has devoted her life to "revenge" by putting herself in a position to look down on everyone else who ever might've looked down on her. All the way there she continued to be exploited, as shown by the Alchemist taking advantage of a very benign mistake to rip the two of them off and them having no choice but to just sit and take it because they had no influence.
She turned on Lloyd because she thought he was her "partner" through it all. That he shared in her overwhelming spite for this world that had been kicking them while they were down almost their entire lives.
That moment with him cooking made her realize that he didn't. That he was normal, and just happy to live comfortably. She won't stop until the entire world is effectively forced to grovel at her feet for what it put her through. He just wants to live a content life.
That shattered her worldview and ego because he was likely the only person in the entire world she actually trusted. The only one who had been there with her through thick and thin. She couldn't possibly comprehend how he couldn't have the same level of spite for everyone who put them through what they went through as she did, and to her, the pot-au-feu was like the tangible embodiment of that spite. A dish that she hated and was forced to eat because it was a donation from those with power lording it over them.
The point of this flashback was clearly not to try and make us "forgive" Ruby like apparently a whole of people here are stupidly concluding. It was to show that there's some actual depth to her. She isn't just some abusive little shit, she's a product of a short lifetime of being kicked while she was down. But, where that lifetime made Lloyd become a kind, capable and reliable person, it turned Ruby into someone who wants to kick everyone else in retaliation for the way people kicked her. And deep down, she's bitter that the only friend she had doesn't want to share in that goal with her...and the fact that he so easily was able to just befriend others while she was ONLY ever willing to share her life with him, probably hurts all the more.
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