@Kaarme :
Well, unfortunately, thats exactly the concept of an alt reality side story in the novel. The answer is:How would the hero have felt if Gideon had died on a mission, like he probably would have, when enemies got tougher and tougher, yet his own development had stalled already?
She would keep going on the journey, and she gives into her Hero divine protection completely, and starts outwardly acting like the "perfect" stereotypical hero, saying all the right things, but
only making decisions based on her mission and with no real emotional connection to anyone or anything.
only making decisions based on her mission and with no real emotional connection to anyone or anything.