Ohp nevermind I was right. She wasn't able to handle the dissonance between the idol she crafted and the reality before her. Poor Mao though. She really deserves better. She just wants someone to be with her and through no fault of her own she's not allowed to have anything.
Well fuck, i was expecting her to break but not in this way. Shit, this ain't funny anymore. Also, I'm not very used to waiting for each chapter; this is gonna hurt tomorrow