New life update! Things're going crazy as usual! I've attempted a balance though, ignoring my... like midnight visit to the bathroom which was my first break down in a few months.
Drama around me, the next steps in life, it's a whole wave of things alongside a heaping helping of worry for what little I've done.
But, I've got to push past this gigantic black cloud enveloping me all the time. I'm making good grades in Bachelor Classes, I've managed to carve out time to push forward on that one project I finally got moving after ten years. It's freaking huge now! And of course, while there's always drama, it's just how life is.
I guess in recent years I somehow became a real softy or something. Reminds me of how I was some years back, crying at drama not even related to me, then feeling stupid the next day when everyone's happy. Everyone just has to express themselves I guess.
The road's still going, just need to calm down. Figure something out.