Dex-chan lover
- Joined
- Nov 16, 2025
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- 259
19.3.2026
Sometimes I feel like people hate me for who I am, I mean I am weird aren’t I? Though I still wish they’d understand me a bit more, I feel alone in my class, only 2 people understand my references. Sometimes when I regret things, I hate myself, I wish I could just disappear and everyone would forget about me. Well not exactly, I wish they’d see me in their dreams, like a person they used to know but can’t grab a hold off. I regret being born at times, I mean I am really grateful for my friends, but I just wish they’d comfort me and talk to me more. Some of them don’t like physical affection but that’s fine! I just want someone to treat me as someone they are close to.
De and E I’m sorry for invading your privacy a few times but at least I have never announced it. Why would you look at my screen, act disgusted, and continue to say what it was, it was just 2 guys kissing, I know that is weird, but it’s already normalised. It hurts me, it is slowly making me crumble.
Did you know that I’m sensitive? Like not touch sensitive, feelings sensitive. Before I came to Phnom Penh, and was living in my home town. I used to have a heart of wood, something you can’t just destroy, until one day I was with my group of friends. They started to become hostile to me, only because I defended a friend righteously, because the leader of the group told them to stop interacting with me. Soon, my wooden planked heart was burned to flames, it could never be revived again. So I got a transplant! A glass heart, you could easily repair it, though it was pretty fragile. Whenever I care for the wrong people, it tends to shatter everywhere, but that’s fine because I usually find the people for me in the end, they help fix it, comforting me and saying I did well. But Oh, I sure do miss them because I had to go far away, anyways I have found some people who are safe, which brightens my day.
OMG, he’s so cute, I love him so much, oh my days. He needs to stop being so cute!
Sometimes I feel like people hate me for who I am, I mean I am weird aren’t I? Though I still wish they’d understand me a bit more, I feel alone in my class, only 2 people understand my references. Sometimes when I regret things, I hate myself, I wish I could just disappear and everyone would forget about me. Well not exactly, I wish they’d see me in their dreams, like a person they used to know but can’t grab a hold off. I regret being born at times, I mean I am really grateful for my friends, but I just wish they’d comfort me and talk to me more. Some of them don’t like physical affection but that’s fine! I just want someone to treat me as someone they are close to.
De and E I’m sorry for invading your privacy a few times but at least I have never announced it. Why would you look at my screen, act disgusted, and continue to say what it was, it was just 2 guys kissing, I know that is weird, but it’s already normalised. It hurts me, it is slowly making me crumble.
Did you know that I’m sensitive? Like not touch sensitive, feelings sensitive. Before I came to Phnom Penh, and was living in my home town. I used to have a heart of wood, something you can’t just destroy, until one day I was with my group of friends. They started to become hostile to me, only because I defended a friend righteously, because the leader of the group told them to stop interacting with me. Soon, my wooden planked heart was burned to flames, it could never be revived again. So I got a transplant! A glass heart, you could easily repair it, though it was pretty fragile. Whenever I care for the wrong people, it tends to shatter everywhere, but that’s fine because I usually find the people for me in the end, they help fix it, comforting me and saying I did well. But Oh, I sure do miss them because I had to go far away, anyways I have found some people who are safe, which brightens my day.
OMG, he’s so cute, I love him so much, oh my days. He needs to stop being so cute!
