Tell us, what's bothering you ?

[4V29LN0n]

Recently discovered deepfakes porn.
They look so real. It's very disturbing.

 

[Rift]

The bad thing about being addicted to a vtuber is a f-word sleeping schedule.

 

[imcrazy]

is it really ok to shitpost to quickly push the next page when somebody just revealed the thought of killing himself? isn't it like seeing somebody dying on the street, taking a picture and just going ahead?
im kinda bothered.

 

[bigtiddyoneesan]

@imcrazy
IMO the best thing to do would be to keep the conversation going without pointing out that part of human nature. People will naturally join in from there.

@dsid2814
Get up and literally run. Nothing else matters when you're exercising, and cardio is one of the best mood boosters. You might think up any sort of excuse to not do it, for any period of time, but I'm here to tell you that you absolutely have to, excuses be damned. Schedules and goals related to physical activities are things that pretty much anyone can set. So start there. "Healthy body healthy mind" is as true as it is cliche. You do want to do something worthwhile to you, right? You could have kept this to yourself instead of posting it here, but you made the decision to post. That at least says that you haven't given up. So get up and do the things you know you'll thank yourself for years from now. While it may sound blunt, this is honest advice.

 

[ColorfulSoy]

@dsid2814

i'm almost 30, i've done nothing with my life. I'm just a loser. I have no job, no loved ones, nothing. all I have is my bitter personality and manga.
i always feared of dying alone, never having someone, anyone in my life. not just a loving relationship, but friends. Even the motto, anyone can make friends on the internet never applied to me. I've lived my life in solitude and with no one really to talk to other than my parents and my better-off young sibling. Who has everything I never had. Good job out of college, in a relationship, self-reliant, good friend circle.
why was I born a failure? Sometimes I wish my parents never had me, and just left me to die on some dirty street. I've been nothing but a waste of their funds, funds they could use for my better sibling.

if your parents have high tier job amd your sibling have a better one, so what?
You can still make your job as an entrepreneur or maybe you can open a shop with your parents money that you saved up, investing your money to build a small room to make a shop, any kind of shop: Vegetables, fruits, candy, etc...

after that you can have a connection and have a better a social shit than your parents and your sibling, because after you know someone to buy your shit for your shop is really feels something.

please don't give up, i don't have a job until i was like 28 and i said, i'm taking a risk by investing my saved up money, of course with a plan.

now i'm just a guy who run a fish shop for live, maybe its not much, but its an honest job.

 

[solstice258]

this is heavier than the usual vents people post here but i dont really have any friends & wanna talk about this, so here goes

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my dad passed away from covid. he was sick for like a week but we didnt even think abt going to the hospital. we thought it was flu or something? just today/yesterday he got a test done and it was positive. a hospital worker or something brought medicine. he was breathing in an abnormal way when he was going to sleep. i asked & he said he was fine so i didnt do anything. but in the middle of the night mom woke up and... uhh.

now we're trying to get the funeral things done but since he had covid it doesnt seem to be going so smoothly

edit: i'm mostly worried for my mom cuz shes sensitive and obviously she is *very* upset. i didnt really adore my dad, he wasnt fun to be around but he was not a bad person. just.. fuck

 

[justforthelulz]

@solstice258
Condolences.

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The passing of a loved one is already trying times, but from something like COVID just makes it worse.

 

[Richman]

@solstice258

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I'm very sorry to hear that, I haven't lost any of my family members because of the pandemic, but I did hear some of our friends have, it is so... difficult? unreal? I'm not sure how to express it, I've lost some family members in the past, but not my parents and they lived far away from where I am, so the news arrived late. I can't exactly relate to you in the same way. I believe that you and your family will stay strong, be there for your mom, support her in any way you can.

Please stay strong and stay safe, I trust this will be over very soon.

 

[solstice258]

@justforthelulz @Richman
thanks guys.

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it does feel unreal. the fact that there's a pandemic going on makes everything so convoluted and stupid.
mom and i might be covid positive too, so nobody is allowed to come in our home i think

 

[deathpad]

keep on living sure is painful.
Future is too uncertain that cause you anxious and paranoid.
I just want to have stable life, just that.

 

[aloysiusks]

headaches

 

[Richman]

I just discovered the war crime that is the Star Wars Holiday Special, it bothers me because I can't breathe from laughing so hard.

 

[bigtiddyoneesan]

@Richman
Did you watch the RLM video on it?

 

[4V29LN0n]

Why spoilers?
Anyways, getting an appointment with a therapist seems impossible.
The pandemic is not great for the mental health.

 

[LunaKara]

I had some good "lonely celebration" ideas for my b-day (it was on Friday, but I was planning to celebrate yesterday), but an unforeseen combination of deviations from my plan transformed everything in an horrible sequence of mistakes and now my stomach will keep reminding me of that for at least until next week _ ´ ཀ `」 ∠): _

 

[Richman]

@LunaKara
Did you get food poisoning?

 

[LunaKara]

@Richman
Not quite, it's just probably an generic stomachache.
Short story: Spicy chips and vodka 4am with an empty stomach. The pain is bad enough for be constantly noticeable and annoying, but it not get worse, or better, nor create another symptoms, so probably will take some days to completely disappear
Long story:

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I was planning on feasting in a very spicy chips bag and a small bottle of Smirnoff Ice (not the american beer-like, it's the vodka mix one) and later some doses of cappuccino liqueur. That shouldn't do a thing for me. But since I wanted to eat in peace, I had to wait everybody in the house go to sleep and, for some reason, they decided to keep watching random YouTube videos in television up to 2am. I only was able to eat 4am, which was a too big gap since I last ate, so those stuff were quite nuclear in my empty stomach, leaving me with this annoying pain

Probably doesn't help either that the manga I was binge reading took a heavy tragedy turn and left me crying for half the night, so that amplified the bad feeling overall

 

[Richman]

@LunaKara
Ouch, things like that are probably the reason why I don't eat spicy food (and because I don't like to burn my tastebuds), I don't drink so I can't speak about the vodka. I thought it could've been food poisoning because it is the most painful thing I've ever exeperienced, I wanted to die.

Happy birthday btw!

 

[Teddy]

My rating system got locked without any planned tags

 

[Rift]

Is sleeping 4-5 hours enough? I feel like i'm fine but i'm worried i might collapse at one point.