I used to have a dream of being someone great, but the more I grow up the further and further away that dream seems.
Working towards it feel meaningless, and now I'm stuck at a situation where I don't really do anything.
Heck, it now fades away so much that I can't even remember what exactly was that dream exactly. An artist? A historian? A president? A king? I know I still want to be able to draw well at least, but "the top" (aka being good) feels so far away that it seems impossible.
I... try to not think too much about it and live in the moment, but dsid2814's comment reminds me a lot about it.
People all die in the end, and I don't want to die as a nobody.