Yeah, honestly that's sometimes for the best to just...let someone do something. I have a similar thing with my birthday; I really don't like celebrating it. So I don't tell people when it is, don't say anything about it and normally spend it alone. It doesn't make me sad, honestly, being by myself is probably way happier than I would be if I tried celebrating it properly. Too much baggage attached to try and pretend so I'll do it in my own way that makes me comfortable and that's good enough.