The feeling I get when reading this is like remembering something from a dream that I almost forgot. It's like it's there, but then you forget about another part, but then you remembered that your dream also skipped something important, but the dream goes on even with a plot hole, and then you remembered it was a wrong dream because you slept twice that night and you dreamt twice, both with different dream because of that, and then you move on with your life because it's just a dream.