To be honest, I can pretty much relate to the MC of this manhwa. The same situation happened to me but with different circumstances. Hell, I can relate to the MC's Contradicting Belief of "Not wanting something back" but still goes to "wanting something back". Sometimes, people likes to be selfish and wishes for things to go their just for once if you live a pretty shitty life. They are just times the you feel like that is the right decision but if you think about your actions deeply and think "I think this is wrong".