It kind of is painful to read. For anyone who hasn't yet read any reincarnation, or such stories this most likely will be awesome. For me though the inner fight of the MC and the way too detailed world are just bothersome, we get it you are conflicted about your parents, the world and magic blablabla, meanwhile the world is just a generic one with 6 elements+ 1god+1godsmessenger. The dialogs also are filled with filler, long discussions could be summarized with 1-2 sentences. While the story itself isn't bad at all, and seems interesting as well, I doubt I'll continue reading, simply because of the 'useless talk'. Also, the drawing style isn't all that nice.