Finally a realistic MC, one that struggles with her internal feelings and makes mistakes once in awhile. Not that other MCs don't fit that description, but it feels very relatable here, even tho I've never had a crush last 10 years, but I've had other internal struggles that have. Y'know, I've heard of people not letting go even after their crush gets married so... For those who think she's cringy, there's plenty of cringier people irl.