I see a lot of ppl are confused. I read the novel and what I got from that was that she’s lived 3 lives so far that she remembers, her first life as Cayena, her 2nd life as an office worker and her third as Cayena again. She said before she related to Cayena in the book and she realized why she did so much, because was in fact Cayena in her past life. That’s she knows other details of her past life that wouldn’t be in the book