This chapter made me really mad at this asshole, she is doing all the heavy lifting for him and this idiot still finds ways of pushing her away. Like I get being insecure, but even if you are you should realize that if a girl is lying in bed almost naked with you, she doesn't have a problem with your virginity and even finds it cute then maybe just maybe she is interested in you and whatever history she might have and whatever she might be thinking at the moment it's completely irrelevant to the fact that she is in bed with you about to do it.
At this point the manga kind of broke my immersion by making her, even after how badly he treated her, to STILL be interested on this loser, to the point I am wondering if the "you never forget your first" is actually a hint that she knows him from before and might have had a crush on him for a long time.
No, but as stupid as he is, it's a mega weird thing to say of her 🤨
"I love doing it with someone who hadn't had their first time", implying that's not the first time she does, potentially even looking for those people 😶
And then further going down to "You never forget the first time" and all, while his ass is already insecure to begin with sorta implying she might still be thinking about someone else 😶
I don't agree with the second part, she said that you don't forget your first time because that's exactly what happens, you really don't. She isn't responsible of him being an insecure loser and really shouldn't have to be second guessing everything she says just because this asshole might take it the wrong way.