"Oh! ? ]
“I read your memory a little. I'm sorry ... I'm responsible for everything.
I am the only one who can do harm to this world. ''
“What does that mean? You are the brave leader who saved the world. It must be the god of heroes ”
Seven heroes that everyone adores as a child. Heinz was shaken violently by the words of Bellwood.
To him, Bellwood's will and memory flow directly.
I was chosen by the hero and came to this world.
Just a student, who was only an executive of several tens of organizations, has superhuman physical ability by being given power, and can freely cast magic like magic became.
I thought I was a great person. Adults who are forced to compromise without giving up their ideals, and young people of the same age who are looking away without trying to do the right thing. In this world, I believed that I could do it without compromising, realizing the ideal, and doing the right thing without compromise.
The battle of life with the Demon Army also strengthened it. By becoming stronger every day, I strongly realize that I am a chosen presence. And the fact that the fighting opponent is a strange monster has made me highly confident that I am right and my enemy is evil.
I realized that I was chosen for the praise I received after the battle and the words of comfort and effort I received when I lost.
By waking up to a mentor, his confidence and awareness changed to belief.
The one who woke up was [Guide]. Other friends, like Zachart's [Conductor] and Ninelord's [Conductor], usually have something to write, but nothing. However, it is the ancestor of the [guide] job. He believed that he became the simplest and basic guide.
So I collided with Zackat, the Vida brave, many times. His attitude was exactly what he disliked, "Adults who forced to abandon ideals and compromise". When he was originally middle-aged and learned that he was rejuvenated by Vida when he became a brave, he hesitated, “That ’s why.”
When Zakart turned over dozens of evil gods from the Demon Army, developed guns that could be used in this world, and even created nuclear weapons, he opposed with Arda.
Zakart was more than a half feared that he was more dangerous than the Demon King.
When he was making nuclear weapons, he thought it was natural to fight with his friends on a separate battlefield.
As a result, it was really sad when Zacharts were attacked by the Demon King and their souls were broken. She shed tears and vowed to be right so that this couldn't happen.
And defeated the Demon King. In cooperation with everyone, we fought together. Many sacrifices were made and only about 3,000 people remained, but they succeeded in protecting the world.
I prayed for the victims, and I wouldn't happen this thing “never”, “Next” to protect everyone and swore with my friends and wives.
In order not to waste the sacrifices of all those who were scattered, we will restore the normal and clean world before the Demon King Guduranis appeared.
So I swore in front of Arda and the gods.
But when Vida and the evil gods left some people, including Mr. Zorcodrio and Mr. Elpel, they were disappointed. It ’s time for everyone to work hard.
One hundred years later, when she knew that she had created a monster that draws the blood of evil gods, and that even the demons to be destroyed were smart, like Noble Oaks, she believed that she was betrayed.
She opposed it when everyone had to regain the world.
So I appealed to my friends. Destroy the monsters that Vida has born and seal all the evil gods. Then Vida will eventually return sane.
Arda also agreed (because I didn't know Bellwood at the time, but wanted to destroy the reincarnation system created by Vida), and the second holy war began.
When I learned that I wanted to create a strong human being who can survive in the present world because Vida-sama cannot return this world immediately, I was even angry. Because it was my most dislike, “giving up and compromising”.
I was disappointed when I found Zantaku. Even though they survived by fusing with the evil god, they left crazy and forgotten justice and stood before them. I felt sympathy for the farmer who was chosen by such a god.
When he found an undead Zakart, hesitated. Because he felt like he was a true hero because he was undead.
When I learned that Zorkodrio was a vampire species, I was really sad. I thought they were dead and all I could do was to defeat them that were monsters for them when they were humans.
However, the holy war did not go well. It is because the remnants of the “Devil of the Evil God” Hihiluskaka and the “Devil Dragon of God” Levezfor and the Demon King Army have invaded.
Vida and Zantak and the surviving monsters ... Vida's new races have also escaped.
Still, I did not give up and worked for the world with my friends. Escaped between the mountains and moved to the Barngaia continent to monitor Vida-sama.
Defeated as many stars as the stars, hunted the survival of the new hidden Vida race, and sealed the evil gods.
And after becoming a god, I can no longer fight on the ground. However, by supporting the people who fight the threats on the ground with oracles and blessings, I dedicated myself to fighting evil gods.
Occasionally, there were people who overworked and victims came out ... I thought it was God's duty to forgive and keep guiding those people's foolishness.
However, when I discovered and sealed the “Evil God of Sin Chain”, I realized my sin for the first time.
I was neither great nor anything. It was just a foolish clown to get drunk with the power that was given and to play the hero that he wanted. I thought that dreaming of an ideal that was out of reality was pure and correct, and I didn't look around.
The Zakarts were more suitable for braves.
If I was looking more realistically, if I prioritized protecting the world with my friends rather than ideals, it would have been more than 3,000, not many, more than 3,000 in the battle with the Demon King .
And it is also my fault that Vida left. It was also me who insisted on a phantom to defeat Zantak. It was me who slaughtered Vida's new races, Vida monsters, and I taught my fellows and the believers that it was right.
In the first place, the ideal of “regaining a clean world before the Demon King appeared” itself was something I should not advocate. Because I came to this world after the Demon King appeared.
"That's this ..."
Heinz, who was directly told of Bellwood's thoughts, lost his language because of surprise.
From his point of view, Bellwood's thinking was clearly biased.
“I haven't done anything wrong so far. Even though Zakart was disappointed, he didn't think he should die.
However, if you think about it, I think you shouldn't have to leave the four people who are making weapons to defeat the Demon King just because they don't agree.
“But you are very sad about their last moments.”
“Even if my friends did n’t get along with their sleds, they grieve their last moments. Just get drunk on it ”
"..."
This time, he gave thought again to Heinz, who lost his language.
The reason why Vida-sama's choice and Zorcodrio who supported it were treated as “traitors” were because they looked lightly at the beginning. They didn't understand their feelings ... hearted.
It was because I thought that I was the main character and that it was a supporting character or a mob.
The same is true for Vida's new races and demons. In my eyes at that time, they looked like something different from humans even though they had the same features as humans.
A human face dog or a face fish ... don't you know it? An anomaly that only has a similar part to a person. I was convinced that it was absolutely different from people.
The same is true of the teachings devised by the believers. I disdain the desire to make people's lives better. And he imposed the responsibility of the victims on the foolishness of the believers, and he was trapped that he forgave it with a wide heart.
“So I should be asleep. I noticed you in less than thirty years and I haven't noticed for more than 50,000 years because I'm a fool. ''
“Then ... why he was rejecting the new race of Vida…! ]
“Yes, they were against my ideals. Because it seemed creepy and ugly to my eyes.
Alda-sama has other reasons ... but it ’s not the reason that you are convinced and that you can continue to hunt new Vida races. ”
Heinz was so shocked that he was shocked. If it was not just a state of mind, but also a physical body, it might have fainted and collapsed from the knees, or vomited with hopelessness.
But that wasn't the case with Bellwood.
“So, I should stay asleep”
"...please wait. Why is that so? You can still tell people and Alda! I was wrong! ]
"... How is it? ]
Heinz, who was asked back, replied that he should communicate to the believers in the oracle and to Arda and other gods in his own words. However, Bellwood slowly shook his head.
“The oracle is not something anyone can receive. Only devout believers can receive it. And what do you think if a devout believer in my teaching receives a oracle that is the exact opposite of my doctrine? ]
Heinz said, and he suddenly strengthened his face.
My teaching so far was wrong. Will the oracles so worshiped, appealing to the people that "Bellwood's doctrine was wrong"?
It will not be. Suddenly you hear the voice of God and deny all doctrine. On the contrary, you may think that it is a hallucination that you heard because of the devil's whisper or your own wickedness.
Some may appeal to people ... the person will appear to be a strange person in the eyes of ordinary people and a disbelief in the eyes of devout believers.
Arda may also be suspicious of listening seriously. The reason Bellwood knew that he was wrong was due to the swordsman of the “Soul of the Sin Chain” he was full of stakes.
It is not strange to be perceived by an evil God.
“But you must regret and reflect on your mistakes. Then you should look for ways to atone for your sins! ]
"..." Next is "or" Never "was what I thought at that time was to change my consciousness to a future where I don't know whether it will happen or not, and to look away from my responsibility.
I can't say I regret it. ''
Speaking so, Bellwood exhaled deeply.
“My sins are endless. It was me who took Arda-sama and other gods, Nine Road and Pharmaun, and beat them.
Even if it is a new race of Vida that harms humans, there are some vampires who fall into the siege of the remnants of the Demon King Army, the demon tribes hate Arda believers, Ghoul lives like a monster, The attacks are all due to me who attacked them and caught up a hundred thousand years ago.
And it ’s also my fault that you sinned. ”
"That's ... I'm not going to blame you"
If Bellwood did not eliminate the new Vida race, there would be no vampire who would serve the wickedness, and if Darcia gave birth to Dampier, it would not have been made a witch. Heinz didn't intend to condemn him because of Bellwood.
"Wrong. That doesn't mean that.
I understood your memory. The soul of the Dampy boy you want to talk about contains the shards of Zachart's souls broken by Guduranis.
"that is..."
It seems that Bellwood arrived at the truth taught by the Sleeping Goddess Mill just by looking at the vandalous that Heinz saw.
I don't know if it was due to the feeling of God or because I saw the image of the heroes.
“I don't know why. But from your reaction, it seems to be true. In other words, he exists because I didn't try to protect Zakart.
Still, do you say I need it? ]
His existence is only to create sin. Even trying to disappear will bring some disaster to this world. Then it ’s still better to stay asleep at least like this.
Yes, Bellwood thought and closed his eyes for 50,000 years.
