Haimiya-senpai wa Kowakute Kawaii - Ch. 42

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Im wondering if mc has a dad? This is one of the times where having one could have helped him against the mom and to be an emotional anchor for mc. Also, where's the fmc? At this point make this girl the gf, she's the one actively trying to fix mc. Lmao
Dad is mentioned in passing but only that he's traveling- you never see him up to now.

And wym? This girl (Haimiya) IS fmc- the mangas named after her. Or did you mean someone else?
 
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Haimiya promptly coming helping out is really wholesome, but this whole trauma thing really puts me down, hope it will not be dragged too long.
 
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Ah yeah, makes sense. MC has those strict parents where the older sister is the golden child at piano and MC is just average. No wonder MC is traumatized. I bet their lingering trauma is either from getting bullied OR something traumatic happening during their last performance :fml:

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Probably his mother or teacher will be disapointed with him and say that words he project
 
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Dad is mentioned in passing but only that he's traveling- you never see him up to now.

And wym? This girl (Haimiya) IS fmc- the mangas named after her. Or did you mean someone else?
idk why I mistook her for the other gal, my bad!
 
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And he'll choke hard when his tyrant of a mother shows up then the random ass girl will roast him and he's now forever traumatized 🙏
 
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The most weird thing out of this is that his older sister whom he was always compered to is not even playing piano anymore or at least she didn't tie her professional life with it as she was said to be a student in the beauty school, so I assume she studies to be as stylist or something similar

This is even weirder because I refuse to believe that such obsessed mother would allow her such a choice when she definitely had talent in playing piano (knowing of how many rewards she won) and this was resolved without a scandal or the girl to move out of the house to live alone
 
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That's my problem with how this has been laid. He went straight to help the band where there should have been signals that something wasn't right. Unless the author puts us on Kurose's perspective in the moment he decided to help the band and let's us see what his reasoning was to join, I can't believe someone would go help a bunch of strangers with their music stuff when his trauma is related to that. And as much he wanted to look cool to Haimiya, no, I don't believe someone who went through that would even consider showing off to her crush a valid reason to risk a trigger.
Ok, lemme clarify two things:
1. Kurose HAS music skills, but NOT AS MUCH as his younger sister.

2. He just wants to prove he can be good in something, not an average, boring MC (and bonus: show off to Haimiya) BUUUUT I bet that he got bullyed before when he played in the school choral and got traumatized, so the supportive words seemed false to him (as if they were mocking him).

Makes sense?
 
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The most weird thing out of this is that his older sister whom he was always compered to is not even playing piano anymore or at least she didn't tie her professional life with it as she was said to be a student in the beauty school, so I assume she studies to be as stylist or something similar

This is even weirder because I refuse to believe that such obsessed mother would allow her such a choice when she definitely had talent in playing piano (knowing of how many rewards she won) and this was resolved without a scandal or the girl to move out of the house to live alone
I think she took her younger siblings and moved. That's why they're only by themselves.
 
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Ok, lemme clarify two things:
1. Kurose HAS music skills, but NOT AS MUCH as his younger sister.

2. He just wants to prove he can be good in something, not an average, boring MC (and bonus: show off to Haimiya) BUUUUT I bet that he got bullyed before when he played in the school choral and got traumatized, so the supportive words seemed false to him (as if they were mocking him).

Makes sense?
Not really, like I said, you don't throw yourself into a situation were you risk the same bad situation from happening again as easily as Kurose seemed to do. The motivations make sense, but his fear should be another factor with way more weight that it seemed to have. That's what I said we lack a piece of info and it's his own POV when he decided to take the risk. Maybe he thought he could soldier it.
 
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Ah yeah, makes sense. MC has those strict parents where the older sister is the golden child at piano and MC is just average. No wonder MC is traumatized. I bet their lingering trauma is either from getting bullied OR something traumatic happening during their last performance :fml:

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most likely he ended up playing bad in the final choral thing and everyone bullied him for making them lose
 
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As someone who's performed quite a lot and still do...I absolutely still feel the horrors from past performances and what went wrong and it is just something that is really hard to get rid of. I really feel sorry for him, because I know personally how crushing the pressure of trying to live up to what is expected in performance arts is. I hope he gets better soon..
 
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The art is great. The writing is below average. These circumstances would have undoubtedly created behavior that would have shown up prior in him.

It's just such an inorganic, "We need some kind of drama to add to this arc," type of writing. It reminds me of reading bad fanfiction that uses trauma in the same reductive manner to foster a conflict rather than being integral to a character.

In short: Yeah, sure. Whatever, man.
 
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Ive seen that backstory hundred of times...
And that ptsd come back from nothing literally. No foreshadowing or whatever just a random ptsd arc for the FMC to improve her relationship with him easily and quickly.
Its not bad but not good either.
 

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