not excusing harsen’s neglect towards ercella or the child but i think we are forgetting that he went to war at a pretty young age and that probably affected him in some way. not sure if he had some sort of ptsd like lots do after going to war but the author hasn’t really hinted at that. even...
“i’ve turned a blind eye to everything you wanted and whatever you did in your life. even if it left you and my only son neglected.” that was just a nice way of dancing around the fact that he enabled ercella’s toxic behaviour towards vicente. this chapter just confirms to me that neither of...
i feel like it’s more realistic that he has mixed feelings after knowing what she has done (accidentally or not). i’m glad he finally opened up about his emotions instead of bottling them up.
i'd rather they just reveal their truths to each and make up it hurts seeing them struggle :( idk why caidel froze when he reached out his hand but i hope they clear all the misunderstandings. i still think that he genuinely does love ellen but his inner conflict is just eating him up from within😔
omg i just went back to check last chapter and caidel really did PRESS his fingers into ellen’s neck😳😳
"i was wondering if ellen knew about mr. caidel's identity"
"go with mr. caidel and get hurt lots while you're at it"
"come to my grave in tears begging and i'll wake up for you"
"i want to...
is caidel going through it or sumn? i love him as an ml for real i would give him my HEART if he asked for it but all these little things here and there that are slowly adding up is making me question him😭 at first i just wanted to believe that we were all just overdramatic overthinkers but now...
bruh noah really could have just been ellen's immortal bff and we could've gotten a cute, healthy, platonic relationship between them but NO he just had to be like this we really could've had it all😭