Now I like the the bi#ch more (What's wrong with me?). Her only purpose in life is to feel pleasure making and seeing the protagonist getting tormented. She's a sadist. She doesn't feel hate, envy or indifference towards the protagonist. She feels ?love? and pleasure, but if she turns out to feel the opposite, I will really hate her to death. (I should really check the first chapters to remember how she was like).
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Still, if this was real life no one would be able to forgive a sadist, 'cause we only have one body/life and if this sadistic bi#ch keeps hitting us 'till we become permanently injured or close to death every single time, forgiveness just wouldn't work without the power to return after death, or even better an imortal body like Ban from Nanatsu no Taizai. The bi#ch even looked like she knew about the time regressing.