This chapter hits me on my notes man.. Basically I entered a Uni just to get out from my home through a no-test qualification program. I have no passion for the subject, and I chose the subject because I know it's easy to get into. I got in anyway thanks to my grades.
There were no feeling of ecstacy. In a way I relate so much to Yotasuke, but I really wish I could feel like Yatora. 4 years in Uni, I kept my grades/GPA on above average but not once I truly learn a single thing. Not once I develop a passion to my subject. I genuinely regret it all.
Shit, sorry for the rant.