Bokura no Ai wa Kimochi Warui - Ch. 12
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I think it's interesting that Meguru does the button of her mandarin collar after Azuki asking, but then after Azuki leaving she undoes it again.
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Out of all 4 Remu is the one who’ll get more damage mentally on this new arc imo. I am really worried about her and wish a fifth character showed up to be her therapist to tell her she isn’t inadequate despite how her parents made her feel…
The clear misunderstanding of her psycho friend saying she is “disappointed” because the school Remu that doesn’t talk about sex was getting felt up by an adult woman while poor Remu thinks her fetish (?) will be exposed again. Her “abnormality” is the most likely to be treated as a “sickness”, because she was born with it.
Meguru is traumatised by seeing her cheating dad in bed with another woman. Now sex to her is not love and it’s morally wrong.
Azuki was colateral damage to Meguru’s issue tbh. Is making the dolls not the most common coping mechanism? It isn’t, but picture someone painting their former lover a thousand times. It has that vibe.
Niji’s baseline is that her life is shitty and she has a crush. I already said that writing a fanfiction and/or fantasising about your crush isn’t unhealthy per se, but her choice to not change the names was her downfall. Instead of treating the characters as fictional, she is projecting onto a third party and has lost touch with reality.
Well, maybe I might retract what I said about Niji because at this point she has started to stalk Remu. It went beyond whatever normal teenage thing was going on when she first met Remu. What I mean to say is that it probably started innocently. But now she wants to force another person to play a part because she desperately needs things to go her way (aka needs control) and that could lead to some serious crimes tbh. Like, for example, manipulating Remu into being sexual with her. Knowing or not knowing Remu isn’t attracted to living human beings (for now maybe), she will want to “fix” her by making her what she wants.
Well anyways please please please author don’t give us a scene with r-word undertones, PLEASE…
The clear misunderstanding of her psycho friend saying she is “disappointed” because the school Remu that doesn’t talk about sex was getting felt up by an adult woman while poor Remu thinks her fetish (?) will be exposed again. Her “abnormality” is the most likely to be treated as a “sickness”, because she was born with it.
Meguru is traumatised by seeing her cheating dad in bed with another woman. Now sex to her is not love and it’s morally wrong.
Azuki was colateral damage to Meguru’s issue tbh. Is making the dolls not the most common coping mechanism? It isn’t, but picture someone painting their former lover a thousand times. It has that vibe.
Niji’s baseline is that her life is shitty and she has a crush. I already said that writing a fanfiction and/or fantasising about your crush isn’t unhealthy per se, but her choice to not change the names was her downfall. Instead of treating the characters as fictional, she is projecting onto a third party and has lost touch with reality.
Well, maybe I might retract what I said about Niji because at this point she has started to stalk Remu. It went beyond whatever normal teenage thing was going on when she first met Remu. What I mean to say is that it probably started innocently. But now she wants to force another person to play a part because she desperately needs things to go her way (aka needs control) and that could lead to some serious crimes tbh. Like, for example, manipulating Remu into being sexual with her. Knowing or not knowing Remu isn’t attracted to living human beings (for now maybe), she will want to “fix” her by making her what she wants.
Well anyways please please please author don’t give us a scene with r-word undertones, PLEASE…
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Yeah like I said last chapter, Azuki would turn that down. She's not the same person anymore and needed that moment for herself. The rest of them though...they're still going through it. I'm interested in how this situation will affect the MCs relationship now. Will they hang out still in the same way? Guess we'll see.
I think Meguru does want to have a sexual relationship with Azuki, and she's slowly starting to realize that. I think she isn't actually asexual, she just has a ton of sexual hangups and trauma. The question now is just how she's going to respond to that cognitive dissonance (not well, I'd bet).
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