Im disturbed, and its a shame that Paru rushed the ending of Beastars just to come up with something like this. Also, I still feel the pain after reading the last chapter of Beastars...
Feels like Paru is going through the same phase her dad did with Baki. She doesn't know what story she wants to tell anymore and her writing and art are starting to go every which way. Keisuke also had a time where Baki wasnt very good but it's a shame Paru decided to just drop Beastars for now instead of following through with the story.
She caught a spark and let it go, fells like thats the situation she is facing.