Which part do you think I'm getting wrong? The part where if Yuzu (I know she never will) leaves her Mei will redirect her energy toward the school meaning she might marry for advancement and security? Because even if she's with Yuzu now she's clearly prioritizing school. I know it's because she's trying to secure their future so I understand but can you honestly tell me that if Yuzu leaves her, Mei won't just direct all her focus on becoming the best chairwoman of the Academy because it'll be all she has left?Thats not what Mei would do. I think you r reading her incorrectly. Dig into her personslity and life and childhood and try to understand her.
Its pure psychology. She,doesnt know,how to show love because,she was never been shown love before and she was abandoned and had a strict childhood. She,does love Yuzu greately but doesnt know how to show it and yes,she does have a lot on her shoulders....
I do mind authors take on manga, she put a lot on her characters and they at their teenage years deal with a lot of shit to be honest. But thats how life is for many people, many kids, especially those eho grow up on privilaged families and cannot live the life how they want .....
But I also sometimes wonder do the author love her characters because she is a little bit sadistic toward Mei and Yuzu....
Anyway this is not a lightharted manga, also not something just for fun, it deals with serious topics and I respect it and I will continue following Mei and Yuzu's journey, but O hope the author will give them a,happy ending and soon and some light hearted moments.
Am I wrong in wanting her to show she has other emotions? She's cried before, because she didn't know how to handle her situation with her father when her first made his return for one example. I know she cannot manage feelings. I understand that but she has shown to have a jealous streak. Remember when she told Yuzu no more kisses but then hugged her anyway because of Matsuri? Or when she kissed Matsuri to take back Yuzu's kiss? That was the beauty of their relationship in the early stages. Yuzu makes her feel, makes her impulsive to a certain extent. Or is my memory failing me because it has been years.
I understand Mei's had a difficult childhood. Her mother does not give two licks about her, father abandoned her to chase his dreams, leaving her at the clutches of her grandfather who only cares about the school and their family heritage. Her fiancé used to freaking sexually assault her for crying out loud so I understand the root of her stoicism, cynicism, and her incapability to demonstrate and manage her emotions.
All I'm saying is that she has shown growth but after 20 chapters, there hasn't been another step forward on Mei's part. I know she's been trying to communicate but she'd already started that in the beginnings of Citrus +. That's why I'm asking for just a smidge more on her part. She's stunted, I truly understand. But after Yuzu trialing after her like a lost puppy, after Yuzu being jealous and insecure for the umpteenth time, I'd like it if Mei showed us something else. She hasn't made any progress since the first chapters of Citrus +. That's why I've been asking for a role reversal, a jealous Mei to rear her head again. It's always Yuzu and it's become way too repetitive. That's just how I feel.
I mean is Yuzu ugly? Why does everyone crush on Mei but no one has shown legitimate interest in Yuzu. The thing with Harumi hasn't been stated in canon even if I am part of the fanon that believes it to be true. I was hoping Arata could bring out jealous clingy Mei once more.
But it looks more like Mei's going to help Yuzu save Arata's school so that'll be progress. Mei showing her whipped side for once.
I'm not being argumentative. I genuinely want to know what you think I'm reading wrong because I love Mei and Yuzu. It's why, despite my complaints, which only really started after Arata was introduced and we got another (albeit shorter) jealous Yuzu arc, I'm still here reading all these years later.