I can kinda sympathize with this hardcore stanning lifestyle & I feel like making excuses for the MC's creepy tendencies, bc I've been there myself. if you have nothing else to live for, its easy to lose yourself in your passionate escape. It gives you a reason to live, at least, & if you're respecting boundaries I think it's still harmless.
idk if author will give this the maturity it needs, but crossing my fingers for pure love & less stalking🤞