i really need to blow off some steam and you, potential readers, better pay attention.
if the author is a clueless, socially inept, pretentious prick, he'd definitely end this story with a happy ending. yuu could end up with either one or with no one but the ending would definitely be positive.
his main idea would be: a story that tells the readers to accept both the joy and the abyss. pretty much a mahler 4. pfft! as if!
probably he thought that it's avant garde to mix two genres in the same story. hence, the two archetypical female protagonists along with the typical plots, tropes & vibes that accompany them. in high contrast.
we could extend the idea above to the author preaching: "the readers shouldn't stick to one genre because life ain't that way. stop enjoying your comfort zone. you don't have the right to dwell in any escapism of your own choice.".
but, this ain't a mahler 4 that tells the paradox of an elusive, childishly innocent, heavenly life and the abysmal dark nebulas just around the corner.
this is simply the world through the lens of an edgy pretentious japanese dude. why? because life itself ain't as black and white as what he'd told us through his story.
his characters are archetypes that he used as vehicles to deliver his message to us. hence, we got the dark character with her assortment of bad luck and the light character with all her sunshines & rainbows. do take note that these archetypes are archetypes in fictions, not in real life.
i mean, just think: what are the odds that things in this story truly happen to a character, let alone to a real person? have you met real japanese dudes or girls? they certainly ain't yuu, yami, or hikari. like, seriously.
just go to grad school in good universities in japan, e.g. kyodai, todai, hokudai, waseda, etc., you'll see real sheltered urban young japanese people there.
some are timid/awkward, while some others are pretentious as f*ck. most are generally good natured, though some can be quite ignorant to worldviews outside their own culture. well.. typical homogeneous society.
hence, this story is 100% engineered/designed.
bruh, the set up was quite obvious. i was not pissed because i felt like i got stabbed out of nowhere. i felt pissed because i actually could see the intent and the set up. i simply think that it's freaking patronizing, pretentious, arrogant but naive & clueless at the same time.
just take a look at the title. also, take a look at some of the chapter titles, e.g. "worst morning in history" & "gloomy, doomy". i mean it's quite obvious that those titles were written in retrospect. also, the tone of some of the drawings have some hints of darkness in hikari's chapters.
those are the clues, foreshadowing, or whatever.
the uber cheery hikari is one of the setup. also, yami's background stories & details that are just way too much & way too textbook. plus, the fact that yuu had changed after meeting yami and then as a consequence hikari suddenly got interested in yuu.
after hikari's & yami's, there's a high probability that we will get yuu's chapters later on. chapters that would justify him, yami & the plot. perhaps we would also get some "negative" details on hikari that could balance the situation later.
all of those sh*ts above are artificial constructs to convey a message and prove a point. it's because i noticed all that that i got so freaking annoyed with this manga.
because everything felt so intentional & constructed. too transparent & too blatant. it's like the author is openly preaching his ideals in an agora. just like socrates, plato & aristotle. pfft!
so, instead of empathizing with the characters & the story, you should see this story as an attempt to enlighten you, to criticize you, or maybe even to mock you.
he's not trying to give you a show (a morning k-drama or a sh*tty generic j-dorama). he's trying to invade you with his ideals.
knowing all that, you should judge the author and his story through the message that he wants to tell and through his execution of it. is his message truly that original? not really. is it well executed? i don't think so.
the messages in frieren can be quite naive & too optimistic sometimes but there's certainly a reason why frieren is so well regarded despite the blatant moralizing & preaching.
i could easily end this story in an idealistic japanese dude kind of way: turbulent storms followed by angst & melodramas, slow burn reconciliations, do-over friendships & relationships while still acknowledging everything that has happened, all characters become ubermensch, happy ending! pfft.
but, seriously, trust me that if this manga & the novel wouldn't get cancelled, there's a high probability that the plot would be a melodrama about overcoming all the sh*ts that had happened in order to reach that "ideal" happy ending.
also, f*ck the yuri baiting. this is one of the reasons why you can't simply mix two genres. you can't have romcom tropes, e.g. the semi-ecchi joke, the fluff & the mild yuri baiting, if you want this story to be taken seriously. this is one of the reasons why i truly loathe this manga.
you want to preach & deliver some serious stuff and yet you still decide to include all those banal romcom tropes. what f*cking a joke.
to be completely honest, what really irks me is the fact that i could just "torture" myself with re-reading war & peace or re-watching the human condition if i want some good preaching.
it really annoys me that this stuff is being sold as a commercial product. now i really want to see their sales forecast & reports. i also want to see the proposal that the author/editor gave to their superiors.
judging by the number of likes/favorites in the original source's website, it certainly fills a niche. though that small niche is dropping from 300+ to 200+. lately it's in the 100-200 range. if it goes to below 100 later then this story is certainly a bad business decision.
from now on, i really should just stick with "pure entertainment" when it comes to manga & anime. after reading, watching & knowing more stuff in life, my patience for edgy & patronizing authors is practically nonexistent.
i truly adore eva & lain and yet i can't endure this sh*tty manga lol