Jimoto no Ijimekko-tachi ni Shikaeshi Shiyou to Shitara, Betsu no Tatakai ga Hajimatta. - Ch. 20.1 - I can't wait for the battle to begin.

[doomskull]

I wish this wasn't a real thing, but people get super weird when they talk about their "Oshi".

It really is like a switch is flipped, these people casually give away $500 dollars at a time to their Oshi but still act like normal people 95% of the time. But any logic, common sense, money management skills, everything goes out window when they see their Oshi... I am unfortunately talking from experience .

Streamers and vTubers have this dedicated fan base that have become like Cults. And if you ever point it out to them, they respond with "it makes me happy" or "I'm just paying for entertainment like a tv show". But you look at their bank statement, and they are "donating" almost all their disposable income, thousands of dollars a month of gift subs, donations, merch, everything they have. They live in an echo chamber, just like a cult, where everyone around them also does the exact same thing and normalizes it.

Over 4 years of watching vTubers, I spent 10,000's of dollars I didn't have... because I felt so loved. It was the only time I have felt loved in my entire life, and even now I still want to go back, have that flood of emotion after she reads my comment, but I can't put the genie back in the bottle...

And here's the saddest part, despite how unhealthy it was, it was the main thing that gave me hapiness. Now she's gone... I just want to kill myself so... yeah. I don't know. I just wanted to be loved but reality won't ever have that. So maybe vTubers reading my comments are the closest i'll ever get

God you're pathetic.

 

[lesseffective]

Me not trying to indoctrinate my friend in the wonders of my Oshi.

You hide it well.

 

[Eighty-six]

Dude is acting like one of those white dudes in suits who knock on your doors and ask to talk about the lord and savior Jesus Christ. I'm 24 and I still don't know what religion they're promoting

...Mormonism or the religion of the Jehovah's Witnesses, normally.

I wish this wasn't a real thing, but people get super weird when they talk about their "Oshi".

It really is like a switch is flipped, these people casually give away $500 dollars at a time to their Oshi but still act like normal people 95% of the time. But any logic, common sense, money management skills, everything goes out window when they see their Oshi... I am unfortunately talking from experience .

Streamers and vTubers have this dedicated fan base that have become like Cults. And if you ever point it out to them, they respond with "it makes me happy" or "I'm just paying for entertainment like a tv show". But you look at their bank statement, and they are "donating" almost all their disposable income, thousands of dollars a month of gift subs, donations, merch, everything they have. They live in an echo chamber, just like a cult, where everyone around them also does the exact same thing and normalizes it.

Over 4 years of watching vTubers, I spent 10,000's of dollars I didn't have... because I felt so loved. It was the only time I have felt loved in my entire life, and even now I still want to go back, have that flood of emotion after she reads my comment, but I can't put the genie back in the bottle...

And here's the saddest part, despite how unhealthy it was, it was the main thing that gave me hapiness. Now she's gone... I just want to kill myself so... yeah. I don't know. I just wanted to be loved but reality won't ever have that. So maybe vTubers reading my comments are the closest i'll ever get

Hold on guys, I got this.

ahem

Your oshi graduated because she became pregnant with my child.

I can't blame him. those 3 of his childhood friends are the ones who caused him to become traumatized and seek love through VTUBER.

I think this and that are separate things...

 

[dbzclamp]

I know that the chances of them ending up together are probably 0% at best (and more likely somewhere in the negatives), but it would be kind of cool if the manga actually went there. The three who liked him but constantly bullied him and made him feel like a loser vs. the one who inadvertently inspired and encouraged him while trying to overcome her own shortcomings...

 

[Yosirin]

If author not gonna give this story some good end or harem route i bet many people gonna furious and threatening author

 

[ciera]

thank you

 

[henrybac0n]

Thank you for another release! Page 4 should say "finds out" NOT 'find out' in bottom left panel.

 

[Jackist]

God you're pathetic.

No shit sherlock

 

[paela69]

GO STRAITO
AND TURN RAITO
GO GO GO
GO YOUR WAY, BELIEVE IN YOURSELF

YOU ARE WELCOOOOME

 

[Vissions]

I hope he doesn't put her off, with how much of a fanboy he is.

 

[Jordygo]

Anyone else read this with that fake English accent you hear in anime?

 

[stavekoff]

Dude is acting like one of those white dudes in suits who knock on your doors and ask to talk about the lord and savior Jesus Christ. I'm 24 and I still don't know what religion they're promoting

those are mormons

uhoh this is gonna go poorly for him and he'll never know

 

[Zen44]

Bro is already messing up. Wouldn't be surprised if he gets called a weirdo or a creep by Sumika later on online

 

[Mangamoz]

Run Sumi run!

 

[Jstar338]

The author has 4 choices with this series, and only one is correct. Please continue down this correct path

 

[Exoticha]

Most Sane Vtuber Viewer

 

[orangerain7734]

And so she bears witness to a monster of her own creation

That's how it unfortunately is for a lot of v-tuber fandoms.

 

[orangerain7734]

As much as I want things to go the shy girl/disguised v-tuber route, the MC's losing points for how creepy he acts when it involves her. I honestly fear for her once he realizes who she really is.

 

[MesaOracle]

Grade-A prime waifu material. Hope the other three are left out in the cold when he goes hard for Sumika.

 

[FarAndLow]

Wow, that chapter set off so many alarms in my head.