Jinsei Gyakuten - Uwaki Sare, Enzai wo Kiserareta Ore ga, Gakuen Ichi no Bishoujo ni Natsukareru - Ch. 12.1

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I'm here for the END for him and everyone on his side! I don't SUPER HATE Miyuki, but I will enjoy when things go badly for her the longer she refuses to take responsibility for her actions and dig her hole deeper (likely because I did shitty things LIKE HER at that age, I got away with it by being a fucking coward and relying on my rep to my accomplice as I was known as a good kid, even tried to atone with my victim, but frankly speaking, it's apart of my past I LOATHE and so I'm HARDER on those who made the same bad choices like me, cause I want them to do better or atone! It's why I'm on Miyuki's ass when she doubles down or hurts her loved ones, and like her ABIT when she's doing better, though ABIT is because she only gets better AFTER the point to make it right pass, the point she could REDEEM herself, hence as I said she can only ATONE! Too little too late to redeem herself with this life, she can only hope the NEXT will work out for her....and by that I don't mean reincarnation, I mean where she will go after her expulsion!)
I'm no true veteran, but I have taught before and can tell you from experience that this would be a difficult situation to deal with as a teacher. Those kids are psychologically messed up to a ridiculous degree, they need professional help (especially the girl) because if this is the kind of shit they get up to at this age, lord only knows what's coming in the future. Expulsion is just a way for the school to shift that responsibility on someone else. What one should do when faced with degeneracy that is beyond the teacher's capacity to address, is get the authorities involved so the courts can get them on mandatory wardship, then cooperate with the state and parents (hopefully not as broken as the kids) in keeping an eye on them. It's difficult in this case because they haven't gotten in trouble with the law yet and as long as that is true, the court's stance is likely to vary quite a lot.
 
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I'm no true veteran, but I have taught before and can tell you from experience that this would be a difficult situation to deal with as a teacher. Those kids are psychologically messed up to a ridiculous degree, they need professional help (especially the girl) because if this is the kind of shit they get up to at this age, lord only knows what's coming in the future. Expulsion is just a way for the school to shift that responsibility on someone else. What one should do when faced with degeneracy that is beyond the teacher's capacity to address, is get the authorities involved so the courts can get them on mandatory wardship, then cooperate with the state and parents (hopefully not as broken as the kids) in keeping an eye on them. It's difficult in this case because they haven't gotten in trouble with the law yet and as long as that is true, the court's stance is likely to vary quite a lot.
But then also don't forget "this is japan made by a japanese writer with the mindset of the culture in mind!" What you said is right and I agree, but then I'm reminded about what I know of Japan that I can't go "why don't they do this" because I remember their culture is abit of the cause. So you do have to take that into mind!

But as said, you are right, explusion does little, that's why I said Miyuki's got a rough life ahead of her, but what I witness makes me hold she will atone and get back on the right path (guessing that's what as a Japanese Reader I'm suppose to feel)

But Kondo and "you know who" (from the spoilers I mentioned before of them) are just FUCKED (by that same Japanese perspective I mentioned) since one thing their big on is "showing remorse for ones actions" (It's like that Youtuber Johnny Somali who MOCKED their justice system for letting him off when he FAKED remorse.....something that currently is biting him in the ass in South Korea since they KNOW THIS because he snitched on himself with that "Mockery" It was a case of a Japanese thinking as they do with a "dishonest non-japanese" because as shown with Kondo, "No remorse means he is irredemnable" in Japanese fiction)

It's why I get your points, but I'm wondering if your taking the perception of the Writer of the story/Manga into account though

They only get into legal trouble LATER ON once the TEacher and Ms. Aono find the evidence of what happened back in Chapter 1, SPOILERS for that, turns out a Foodie Streamer was streaming nearby and caught it all on stream, MAJORLY it showing Kondo lied and Miyuki lied, about touching Eiji and "Kondo grabbing Miyuki" and this is enough for Ms. Aono to file a report on them both, namely finding out about the bullying at school from Eiji and the Teacher means Ms. Aono is suing BOTH OF THEM!

This leads to Kondo's ARREST because the cops, following up, go to speak to him, and Kondo still being a coward after what he does next chapter in the manga, he RUNS upon seeing them! But as this is at school, getting ARRESTED for resisting as he DOES get violent running away WHEN HE DIDN'T HAVE TO starts to destroy the narritive around "Eiji Villain, Kondo Hero" as "why was Kondo taken away by the police" ESPECIALLY adding the school wanting to help Eiji, use something he did to give him a reward ceremony which Kondo gets arrested when this happens, meaning the WHOLE SCHOOL WITNESS THIS! This is the point where things go downhill, especially when Miyuki outs herself in class in fear that she's finally been caught, ALSO without needing to do that!

It's this that leads to Kondo's Juvie, but it's actions against ERI when she pipes up that leads to Tachibana's ADULT IMPRISONMENT because of that REMORSE thing I mentioned outside the spoilers! Tachibana's actions show a COMPLETE lack of remorse next to MAJOR PLANNING! Unlike that idiot Kondo, her own plans and "backups that fail" assure she is tried as an adult! But only those two get LEGAL action against them involving police and arrest! Miyuki only has the Slander that leads to getting Sued, but this is WHERE her Character Development and Atonement kick in! The soccer Club, some of their members attack her friend Ritsu, so their going to Juvie, likely where Kondo is going and they hate him equally! This is because their beeing expelled for the aiding with the bully and slandering, they went after Ritsu blaming her along with Kondo even though its more their fault for siding with Kondo blindly! But yeah that is all to let you know

I'm enjoying these things with you. I do love hearing other perspectives to stuff that interest me! It always gives new insight I might have missed, but others like yourself put forward that have merit!
 
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Ohh interesting and it does make sense since this piece of shit has stolen GF before
 
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What happened to Tachibana Senpai?
As "slicerlucas" posted

I dislike Eri as unlike Miyuki who is also a sore spot to me, Eri still had MORE AGENCY and was full of herself, what she did to Endou, how she NEVER apologized for what she did, and her lack of remorse as she pathetically tries to win Kondo back, including RUNNING BACK TO HIM

But finding out her life was RUINED all because of some BITCH who hated competeting with her over who was smart has to fucking HURT! That same bitch had the SAME MINDSET with Eiji as well, Eiji was PROUD of his novel, it was something he wanted to do, and Tachibana wanted to ruin that and NEAR DESTROYED HIS LIFE all because she didn't want someone doing it BEFORE SHE COULD! Now as a Convict, she doesn't have to TRY anymore, her record assures no one will ever give her a chance to show ANY of her talent or skills! I can care less more for the pain her actions and enticing Kondo did to others like Eiji and Endou, Miyuki is only in this category in the MINOR OF TERMS as just with Eri, THEY CHOSE TO BE HORRIBLE AND SIDE WITH KONDO!

It was still THEIR FUCKING CHOICE! Miyuki at least has her GUILT, Eri never felt guilty at all, as not shown, and guessing Endou erased it from his mind, Eri after being dumped DID run into Endou, and thought to "worm her way back into his life" she only backed off because he was SERIOUS in seeing her like a stranger, I think he LITERALLY walked by her like she was a ghost! This broke her and was why she ran back to Kondo as pathetic as ever, she was MORE SCARED by the fury he was carrying when passing her that she saw him as an ENEMY THAT WILL DESTROY HER FOR WHAT SHE DID! Hence why I said she's a coward, so her true downfall along with Miyuki, well you do get to see her POV and it's just SAD how she fell, she became what Kondo claimed she became when he dumped her, a clingy PATHETIC woman....only so late did she realize that was majorly him, but a large part was because of her own bad behavior! Knowing Tachibana was the one to sic him on her in the first place and NOT because of anything SPECIAL about her means it was all for nothing, betraying Endou, she lost everything!

Endou doesn't know it right now, but a former MUTUAL of his and Eri makes it VERY CLEAR TO HIM that their other mutuals were ALWAYS ON HIS SIDE and gave him space, his "isolation" was a choice he made and thought ruined his other relationships when it didn't! But in the end, Eri has nothing, not even her PARENTS soon enough after the disownment goes through
 
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I agree with you on!

I dislike Miyuki for her BAD choices, and that reasoning made me dislike her more because in the end she never considered what OTHERS were going through because of her DADDY ISSUES! But in the end, I wished for ATONEMENT from her and I do like how that is happening, it's muddled by how much had to happen before it got into her fucking stone head she had to atone instead of feeling sorry for herself which happy Ai slapped reality into her! But the biggest was even when thanks to Endou's picture and Kondo dropping the ball just to kick the dog, she still didn't confess while she had the chance till the Teacher had to find VIDEO EVIDENCE of what actually happened

But yeah Atonement is what I want, this isn't REDEEMPTION for Miyuki, Redeem only means she did something LESS WORSE then what she did. But Atonement is her FINALLY doing what is right for Eiji instead of being the Parasite she was! Her suicide attempt Ai stopped REALLY made me dislike her because she was missing the point of her actions, she never ONCE thought "how this would effect, Auntie Aono, Eiji, Satoshi, MY MOTHER!" Instead she chose the slimey "What they won't know won't hurt them" and in the end, it DID hurt them! Seeing her lose each one of those listed was MUSIC to me, the LOVE in Ms. Aono changing to hate, Eiji unable to know how to deal with her, her mother both here AND later on! And Satoshi GENTLY ending their friendship, which felt like the needle that collpased the Camel's back LOL! Miyuki got what she truly deserved, but it took abit for her to finally realize she should be ATONING, not "Feeling sorry for herself" especially when Kondo revealed the truth, showing exactly what you said, she never should have expected Eiji to fill that hole, or expected him to fill it at all! It should have been an easy hole to fill seeing how the man treated her and her mother even to the current times, yet she really couldn't come to terms after a DECADE that her father wasn't worth considering....and that made her PREY for Kondo, someone who she THOUGHT could fill the hole, because as her mother illustrates later, THE POS IS EXACTLY LIKE HIM! Likely the biggest reason Miyuki THOUGHT he could, because she was seeing HIM and NOT Kondo! And she ruined her current life on indivduals who shouldn't matter

AT best Miyuki should take these lessons going further and accept her imperfections, right now she's young so she may fall off course, but knowing her being alone AGAIN is her own fault, should hopefully help her to not make the same mistakes if she does repair her life!

It's called CHARACTER GROWTH and I LOVE IT, especially if it's done on one who jumped into SHIT like her and FINALLY realizes "they shouldn't have done that! For someone like Kondo, it's good he stays one dimiensional, maybe Juvie will break that entitled spine of his, but it's just as likely he'll triple down, but in that case, what will he have coming out of it. NOTHING, he's worse off then "HER" (not Miyuki or Eri, Novel readers know who I'm talking about!) who is going to adult prison, and no matter HOW SMART she was, or her accomplishments (all done DIRTY, especially what she had Kondo do to Eri to get most of those instead of legitimately) won't matter, she will FOREVER be a Con, and at the mercy of OTHERS opinion on if she deserves a second chance....or if she will just go back to her ways that LEAD to her being a Convict in the first place! Kondo at least HAS A CHANCE with his records sealed provided he does nothing else, but I see him not learning, and so making things WORSE especially as he's a NOBODY at this point, and later will have to fear anyone from School REMEMBERING him in the future as Miyuki will have to fear for herself!
The fact that Miyuki only started trying to atone for her actions when she had no other choice is exactly why I don't believe her remorse is genuine. In my opinion, Miyuki is a terrible person, and she still hasn't changed. She had plenty of opportunities to make things right, but she did nothing. It was only after she lost everything that she started trying to redeem herself. But that doesn't change the fact that I can't help thinking she only did so because her situation and everything she had done were completely exposed. This makes it seem like Miyuki isn't sorry for what she did, but rather that she got caught.

Having daddy issues doesn't seem like a good enough reason to justify her actions. She chose to cheat on her boyfriend and pretend everything was fine, all while lying to herself. Even after everything that happened because of her affair, she continued to be Kondo's lapdog until he made it clear that he saw her as disposable. She used the affair as a way to escape the reality she herself had created, refusing to face it until she had no choice. So, no matter what she does to redeem herself now, it's unlikely to come across as genuine remorse rather than an attempt to ease her own pain.

Honestly, assuming Eiji didn't know about Miyuki's cheating, I think she would have continued dating him as if nothing had happened even after Kondo discarded her.

If the author wanted me to believe that Miyuki is a good person, or that she could become one, he should have had her start trying to make things right before her life completely fell apart.
 
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The victim of manipulation I can excuse: If you press the red button, everyone die. If you press the blue button, everyone live. Oh you press the blue button? SYKE I REPAINTED BUTTONS TO SWAP THE COLORS NOW EVERYBODY DIES

The victim of manipulation I don't excuse: Cheat on your boyfriend. It'll feel good. Frame your boyfriend, it'll feel good. Stab your boyfriend.

HO THAT AIN'T MANIPULATION THAT'S INSTRUCTIONS
 
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Eri
still continues a dangerous person herself and another people because she doesn't thinks about her future. She still really wants to "fix" her pasts mistakes: "To die with Kondo together", because he destroyed her life (Eri POV).


But Miyuki,

since Ai intervention, now is trying to think how to make amends with herself first, because guilt still consume her. She doesnt know how to make this because she still belives will be a hypocrite if try to change herself (like the intervention in Ritsu "date"). Yes, she is consciencious that is too late to think about this, and like the "suicide route" was denied for her, only in this moment she can think about her past mistakes and how to move forward.

Miyuki makes remember Shouya, from Silent Voice/Koi no Katachi, he never really thought about Shouko, but when he sufferring all the bullying from old classmates, he finally could think about own beheaviour, and try to make amends with Shouko, even he already knowing is very hypocrysy from him.
 
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@TheEnd478 and @zeronf

Eri
still continues a dangerous person herself and another people because she doesn't thinks about her future. She still really wants to "fix" her pasts mistakes: "To die with Kondo together", because he destroyed her life (Eri POV).


But Miyuki,

since Ai intervention, now is trying to think how to make amends with herself first, because guilt still consume her. She doesnt know how to make this because she still belives will be a hypocrite if try to change herself (like the intervention in Ritsu "date"). Yes, she is consciencious that is too late to think about this, and like the "suicide route" was denied for her, only in this moment she can think about her past mistakes and how to move forward.

Miyuki makes remember Shouya, from Silent Voice/Koi no Katachi, he never really thought about Shouko, but when he sufferring all the bullying from old classmates, he finally could think about own beheaviour, and try to make amends with Shouko, even he already knowing is very hypocrysy from him.
Indeed, it's why I can't feel sorry too much for Eri, and why she's a perfect foil to Miyuki

One chose to atone and acknowledge her mistakes, the other chose to QUAD down and learn nothing! Its funny after seeing Endou's depressing flashback to know HE has a future with his OWN Ai and the fact he has friends and restarted his life! Eri in the end, was a "childhood friend that didn't work out" but unlike Miyuki where there IS some tradegy you can feel abit for her! Wth Eri she blew up her own life. That Yandere just adds to Endou's "Otaku Revenge" on Kondo, especially since Endou is DONE with Kondo, in the end HE will be the one to move forward in life! While Eri is among teh many, the other being the Soccer Club who's futures they destroyed for Kondo that will forever haunt the POS! He will never know peace, and it's clear nothing short of "Someone reincarnated as him" isekai scenario will ever get him to change as he will NEVER CHANGE! He'll likely become subdue but otherwise will never change or evolve as a person, this is the end of the road for him

I guess it's why even when both girls were rotten, Miyuki at least HAD the guilt of what she did showing, she just need the push that was "those who ruined her being ruined themselves AND revaling their part in playing her and the conseqeunces" to start the show!

Her suicide denied is similar to what happened with Ai herself AND Eiji! Once they stopped to think instead of "Woe is me" depression did it finally click, and for Miyuki it was one of MANY to crack that stone she calls a skull for it to settle in that they DO have a reason to live if not to hurt those who LOVE THEM that they weren't thinking of because of the depression fog making "the easy way out" so appealing, and feeling abit worse once it cleared up and they realize what they almost did! It best shows that "you don't have to do anything alone (hell Miyuki's SAVE was only because Ai was thinking of Eiji and not her and she KNOWS IT, but still)

For Miyuki, her life isn't over, yes she lost what she squandered, but that is something she must atone for and rightfully suffer, her mom gave up ALOT for her, and Satoshi and Eiji, even if they "never want to see her again" by her own actions and choices, would STILL never be happy with her death! IT was time for her to grow the fuck up. That is something that will never dawn on Eri! I suspect likely once MUCH of her life is over will she finally realize she wasted it on Kondo STILL...where in Endou finally got out of his rut and will be happy, something even HER selfish ass has to admit he deserved! I can imagine her one the wrong side of 40 and realizing she STILL wasted even her youth atoning instead focusing on Kondo and nothing but him. In the end she had TWO CHANCES and she squandered them, the first being when he dumped her, and the second when Endou revealed the truth to her. In that scenario Kondo would still suffer, but as you said, because she REFUSES to think of the future....well she's a big girl and can make her own choices


Still such a pity with Eri, even if as I made clear compared to Miyuki who I somewhat laughed when shit hit the fan for her, I 100% laughed as much as watching Kondo and Tachibana's fortune's turning when Kondo dumped her POS ass! Even if Kondo manipulated abit, again, it was still on them, and while Miyuki handled it POORLY, Eri showed, especially with this more DETAIL flashback along with the other one that "she was ALWAYS going to turn into a horrible person, it just took the RIGHT oppurtunity" The story makes you pity Miyuki, but it REALLY makes you LOATHE Eri, even what happens when they show her again modern times showing whatever shine she MIGHT HAVE HAD when she was with Endou before betraying him, yeah that's gone forever!......and reminds me I CAN'T WAIT to see Kondo's face FOREVER never have that smugness again, or not for very long then usual when shit hits the fan for him!

I only pity Eri abit since she reminds me of my idiot younger brother, a drunk who also ruined his life because of the opposite sex and doubles down, refusing to BETTER himself since it's SO EASY to live in delusion instead! I can only shake my head
 
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People... Don't get your panties in a bunch. This is going to take a while.

And again - this is not a classic revenge story.
 
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Indeed, it's why I can't feel sorry too much for Eri, and why she's a perfect foil to Miyuki

One chose to atone and acknowledge her mistakes, the other chose to QUAD down and learn nothing! Its funny after seeing Endou's depressing flashback to know HE has a future with his OWN Ai and the fact he has friends and restarted his life! Eri in the end, was a "childhood friend that didn't work out" but unlike Miyuki where there IS some tradegy you can feel abit for her! Wth Eri she blew up her own life. That Yandere just adds to Endou's "Otaku Revenge" on Kondo, especially since Endou is DONE with Kondo, in the end HE will be the one to move forward in life! While Eri is among teh many, the other being the Soccer Club who's futures they destroyed for Kondo that will forever haunt the POS! He will never know peace, and it's clear nothing short of "Someone reincarnated as him" isekai scenario will ever get him to change as he will NEVER CHANGE! He'll likely become subdue but otherwise will never change or evolve as a person, this is the end of the road for him

I guess it's why even when both girls were rotten, Miyuki at least HAD the guilt of what she did showing, she just need the push that was "those who ruined her being ruined themselves AND revaling their part in playing her and the conseqeunces" to start the show!

Her suicide denied is similar to what happened with Ai herself AND Eiji! Once they stopped to think instead of "Woe is me" depression did it finally click, and for Miyuki it was one of MANY to crack that stone she calls a skull for it to settle in that they DO have a reason to live if not to hurt those who LOVE THEM that they weren't thinking of because of the depression fog making "the easy way out" so appealing, and feeling abit worse once it cleared up and they realize what they almost did! It best shows that "you don't have to do anything alone (hell Miyuki's SAVE was only because Ai was thinking of Eiji and not her and she KNOWS IT, but still)

For Miyuki, her life isn't over, yes she lost what she squandered, but that is something she must atone for and rightfully suffer, her mom gave up ALOT for her, and Satoshi and Eiji, even if they "never want to see her again" by her own actions and choices, would STILL never be happy with her death! IT was time for her to grow the fuck up. That is something that will never dawn on Eri! I suspect likely once MUCH of her life is over will she finally realize she wasted it on Kondo STILL...where in Endou finally got out of his rut and will be happy, something even HER selfish ass has to admit he deserved! I can imagine her one the wrong side of 40 and realizing she STILL wasted even her youth atoning instead focusing on Kondo and nothing but him. In the end she had TWO CHANCES and she squandered them, the first being when he dumped her, and the second when Endou revealed the truth to her. In that scenario Kondo would still suffer, but as you said, because she REFUSES to think of the future....well she's a big girl and can make her own choices


Still such a pity with Eri, even if as I made clear compared to Miyuki who I somewhat laughed when shit hit the fan for her, I 100% laughed as much as watching Kondo and Tachibana's fortune's turning when Kondo dumped her POS ass! Even if Kondo manipulated abit, again, it was still on them, and while Miyuki handled it POORLY, Eri showed, especially with this more DETAIL flashback along with the other one that "she was ALWAYS going to turn into a horrible person, it just took the RIGHT oppurtunity" The story makes you pity Miyuki, but it REALLY makes you LOATHE Eri, even what happens when they show her again modern times showing whatever shine she MIGHT HAVE HAD when she was with Endou before betraying him, yeah that's gone forever!......and reminds me I CAN'T WAIT to see Kondo's face FOREVER never have that smugness again, or not for very long then usual when shit hits the fan for him!

I only pity Eri abit since she reminds me of my idiot younger brother, a drunk who also ruined his life because of the opposite sex and doubles down, refusing to BETTER himself since it's SO EASY to live in delusion instead! I can only shake my head
For Eri, I still wanna read more about Eri after assault tentative and talk with Yumi, maybe something change?
 
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As "slicerlucas" posted

I dislike Eri as unlike Miyuki who is also a sore spot to me, Eri still had MORE AGENCY and was full of herself, what she did to Endou, how she NEVER apologized for what she did, and her lack of remorse as she pathetically tries to win Kondo back, including RUNNING BACK TO HIM

But finding out her life was RUINED all because of some BITCH who hated competeting with her over who was smart has to fucking HURT! That same bitch had the SAME MINDSET with Eiji as well, Eiji was PROUD of his novel, it was something he wanted to do, and Tachibana wanted to ruin that and NEAR DESTROYED HIS LIFE all because she didn't want someone doing it BEFORE SHE COULD! Now as a Convict, she doesn't have to TRY anymore, her record assures no one will ever give her a chance to show ANY of her talent or skills! I can care less more for the pain her actions and enticing Kondo did to others like Eiji and Endou, Miyuki is only in this category in the MINOR OF TERMS as just with Eri, THEY CHOSE TO BE HORRIBLE AND SIDE WITH KONDO!

It was still THEIR FUCKING CHOICE! Miyuki at least has her GUILT, Eri never felt guilty at all, as not shown, and guessing Endou erased it from his mind, Eri after being dumped DID run into Endou, and thought to "worm her way back into his life" she only backed off because he was SERIOUS in seeing her like a stranger, I think he LITERALLY walked by her like she was a ghost! This broke her and was why she ran back to Kondo as pathetic as ever, she was MORE SCARED by the fury he was carrying when passing her that she saw him as an ENEMY THAT WILL DESTROY HER FOR WHAT SHE DID! Hence why I said she's a coward, so her true downfall along with Miyuki, well you do get to see her POV and it's just SAD how she fell, she became what Kondo claimed she became when he dumped her, a clingy PATHETIC woman....only so late did she realize that was majorly him, but a large part was because of her own bad behavior! Knowing Tachibana was the one to sic him on her in the first place and NOT because of anything SPECIAL about her means it was all for nothing, betraying Endou, she lost everything!

Endou doesn't know it right now, but a former MUTUAL of his and Eri makes it VERY CLEAR TO HIM that their other mutuals were ALWAYS ON HIS SIDE and gave him space, his "isolation" was a choice he made and thought ruined his other relationships when it didn't! But in the end, Eri has nothing, not even her PARENTS soon enough after the disownment goes through
Since I'm a sucker for this type of stuff, what happen to Eri? Okatu-kun's childhood friend? Also, apologies if you already asks this before
 
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@TheEnd478 and @zeronf

Eri
still continues a dangerous person herself and another people because she doesn't thinks about her future. She still really wants to "fix" her pasts mistakes: "To die with Kondo together", because he destroyed her life (Eri POV).


But Miyuki,

since Ai intervention, now is trying to think how to make amends with herself first, because guilt still consume her. She doesnt know how to make this because she still belives will be a hypocrite if try to change herself (like the intervention in Ritsu "date"). Yes, she is consciencious that is too late to think about this, and like the "suicide route" was denied for her, only in this moment she can think about her past mistakes and how to move forward.

Miyuki makes remember Shouya, from Silent Voice/Koi no Katachi, he never really thought about Shouko, but when he sufferring all the bullying from old classmates, he finally could think about own beheaviour, and try to make amends with Shouko, even he already knowing is very hypocrysy from him.
Also nice bringing up Silent Voice! What I loved about that series and I see why you brought it up and
Comparing Miyuki to Shouya
was on point for both of them
Was how it did ask the question of "when is enough ENOUGH" punishment, Yes the story did show what Shouya did was wrong and getting his just desserts was earned, BUT what happened was too much, and it was LEAGUES WORSE when the ones PUNISHING HIM were bigger hypocrites! The teacher ignored what was going on till he got at risk, I was pissed when Shouya ran into him by the current story and the man had the BALLS to act like "Shouya was being taught a valuable lesson" like he did ANYTHING, Shouya's mistreatment unlike Shouko was so much worse seeing how now he had been PURPOSELY overlooking the bullying Shouya suffered and acting righteous, same with his classmates, all who were ROOTING or joining in! I ESPECIALLY loathe that four eyes BITCH! They all had a hand, yet Shouya and his mother were the only ones punished and his mom being punished by Shouko's made it abit worse! How that girl THOUGHT she had a chance with Shouya after reuniting with him after abandoning him, and STILL having the balls to be mad at Shouka!

Yeah I've always been about "give the proper punishment....then move the fuck on! It's why for this story. I've always made a point that I will ENJOY Miyuki's suffering as long as she REFUSED to acknowledge fully what she did and atone, once she does am I WARMER towards her! Eri on the other hand, she never atones, so I put her in the same category as the Soccer Club! You're only suffering cause you refuse to acknowledge what you already know! Kondo lead you, but YOU ARE THE ONES WHO FOLLOWED WITHOUT THINKING AT ALL EVEN WHEN YOU KNEW IT WAS WRONG! SO STOP CRYING AND EQUALLY BLAME YOURSELF (by that I mean how the Soccer Club KNOW Kondo enough to suspect he's full of shit, yet still do as he says! And for a childhood friend, to even SAY knowing Endou was a shame in her life and to walk back to him after she was ruined and expect to restart without EVER atoning or apologizing! Yeah fuck Eri, when she ran back to Kondo and is in the state she is in current times! That was by her own choice!
 
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Since I'm a sucker for this type of stuff, what happen to Eri? Okatu-kun's childhood friend? Also, apologies if you already asks this before
slicerlucas has it down but she isn't gone from the story yet

She comes back abit later as turns out she's still with Kondo as Endou illustrated, she's known as his stalker/Crazy Ex that goes and cheers at his games and is more a fuck buddy that exists to Kondo as a "convienant woman" when he needs her and her apartment a place for him to crash

Eri is under the delusion she can WIN HIM BACK and that delusion gets destroyed when Endou aimming to ISOLATE Kondo from ANY of his minions and support pillars (the latter being HER AND Miyuki) basically sends her AND Miyuki pictures he took of them on dates with Kondo, "Wearing specific Accessories" For Miyuki Kondo gifted her a necklace ERI GAVE HIM (Specifically AFTER the cruel breakup with Endou, that REALLY stings on Eri when she notes the necklace) and for Miyuki, Eri was given a bracelet she gave HIM!

For Eri despite her BEGGING after sex with him to "not cheat on her" she KNEW he was still sleeping around, it was only seeing Miyuki with THAT necklace specifically and what it held, that she finally broke! It's with her that Tachibana becomes more involved in the plot and leads to HER ruin later! But I think Slicerlucas can better tell you the details, I've been off the Novel for a year or two and only skimming by what I remembered which was around when Tachibana was getting JUDGED AS AN ADULT for her crimes!
 
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The fact that Miyuki only started trying to atone for her actions when she had no other choice is exactly why I don't believe her remorse is genuine. In my opinion, Miyuki is a terrible person, and she still hasn't changed. She had plenty of opportunities to make things right, but she did nothing. It was only after she lost everything that she started trying to redeem herself. But that doesn't change the fact that I can't help thinking she only did so because her situation and everything she had done were completely exposed. This makes it seem like Miyuki isn't sorry for what she did, but rather that she got caught.

Having daddy issues doesn't seem like a good enough reason to justify her actions. She chose to cheat on her boyfriend and pretend everything was fine, all while lying to herself. Even after everything that happened because of her affair, she continued to be Kondo's lapdog until he made it clear that he saw her as disposable. She used the affair as a way to escape the reality she herself had created, refusing to face it until she had no choice. So, no matter what she does to redeem herself now, it's unlikely to come across as genuine remorse rather than an attempt to ease her own pain.

Honestly, assuming Eiji didn't know about Miyuki's cheating, I think she would have continued dating him as if nothing had happened even after Kondo discarded her.

If the author wanted me to believe that Miyuki is a good person, or that she could become one, he should have had her start trying to make things right before her life completely fell apart.
Yeah it's why I said I feel A LITTLE for her! But as said
She only did so AFTER everything blew up on her and she had to be DRAGGED INTO THE LIGHT for this to start happening. I expect a spin-off on her to MAYBE add to her atonement, keep life now for her HARD but showing how she HAS remorse and is trying to do better, maybe a slip up or two into "Self-loathing" before correcting herself! But as the Novel is as big as it is and NEEDS TO END SOON! I feel that is the only way to focus on her growing instead of constant "woe is me" with her!

But yeah reminder, even AFTER Kondo dumped her and she found out she meant NOTHING to him and finally having to acknowledge SHE WAS A CHEATER, she still never told the truth till the Second Interview with the teacher and by that point it was when she was already DOOMED as he said at the end of the first one, she squandered her only chance, and she didn't do it for Kondo, she did it to save HERSELF! At least she acknowledges her selfishness

And yeah her Daddy Issues ESPECIALLY since she KNOWS her father is a garbage human being who abandoned them both isnt' an excuse, it's just there so she can TRY to justify her own crummy actions to herself! In the end unless she fully acknowledges what she did, what she TRULY was capable of doing to Eiji (namely the leaving him to the lies Ritsu and Kondo labeled him as and the fact she was READY to hide what she was doing to him till she was caught) she will never really be ATONING! You can see the budding of it, but it takes a LONG WHILE and there ARE bumps on the way to it!
 
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