If it were real-life, he's probably concerned about his performance and how it'll compare to the roster of guys who's banged her before. How's that for your diabetes, cured already?
"I wonder, if my heart and body, will really feel good for the first time in my life." So she never enjoyed it doing or author is implying that she never came??
That was what I was paying attention to, she never enjoyed doing it with her past exes, her heart wasn't in the mood for it making her body not feel it too (This is not some NTR shit that whenever your heart is not ready your body will succumb to pleasure because it's just that good), SOOOOOO it doesn't really matter if her past exes have the "size" cause she didn't feel anything from it, it may not be her first time but it will be her first time feeling the pleasure of doing the deed because of her feelings enhancing the moment. SO IN CONCLUSION, SIZE DOESN'T MATTER BITCHES MWUHAHAHA
oh, I get it. She's a traditional woman, in all sense: cook, clean, look after herself.
Author didn't make a story of a bach and a beta, he made one with a yamato nadeshiko in modern time.
And to be very fair, if you the reader found one, keep her even if it cost your liife
Trains don't run in Japan if it rains? What is it, the rails become soft? The rain pours into the boiler through the exhaust pipe?
UPD: oh, it was a typhoon. Yeah, that makes some more sense, I guess.
All got to say is to abstain from sexual relationships unless your married. I feel like that doing it before hand can lead to problems big and small. Sex in my opinion is a sacred thing and should only be done with your other half. Sorry for bringing religion into this.