The MC is a professional useless person. Literally anyone else, even a humanized piece of turd, would have done SOMETHING, achieved something, have some goals, after reincarnating SO MANY FUCKING TIMES. Even if you reincarnate ONLY ONCE you have a literal lifetime of memories from birth. That's a HUGE advantage that if utilized properly can be life changing. But EVERY reincarnation all she does is loaf around, first depending on the hero her entire youth and then lamenting his "abandonment" the rest of her pathetic life. Fucking DO something yourself, you useless piece of garbage. Maybe if you LEARNED NOT TO BE USELESS you could even have been one of those "companions" in one of your numerous useless lifetimes.