This is how me and my ex are intimate with each other joking stuffs ,knowing each others affairs lol ,lewd jokes, fun work stories etc....
although after 3 years we broke up realizing we cant commit longer but we still friends...
We may broke up, still i feel thats the best part of my life that i meet her and the fun experience we had( fun bonding ,exploring different kinds of food, playing games together, amusements) and sexually teasing etc. Trully fun times..
Now that i remember this. I miss those times but i dont think there's a 2nd chance now. I'll just appreciate that I receive so much love and care by that person and move on.
Well what matters now is as long as you keep improving yourself , even if it takes long , there will be a better person that will be interested to be part of your life.