Onani Master Kurosawa - Vol. 3 Ch. 18

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Kurosawa would rather desecrate the symbolic image of the class than actually try to bridge the chasm and learn them. Unlike Nagaoka, who will always accept people for who they are. Which is exactly what drew Kurosawa to Magister (lol wtf is that name) in the first place. But he saw her as beautiful and intellectual therefore above himself. While just like everyone else he resigned Nagaoka to the social caste that the classroom organized themselves into. Something Takagawa never did nor Brocc. So it hurts but you brought it on yourself.
 
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Kitahara had feelings for Nagaoka, Kurosawa for Takagawa... no wonder Kitahara ordered the "hit" then.

At least Kurosawa doesn't see Takagawa as she changed her appearance and matched Nagaoka attitude too, it's good that her image in his head starting to disappear so he may not hold his unrequited love now, but still feel regret he's not by her.

Damn, Kurosawa lost also the only person who always reached out to him, even if he scoffed him off...

Feels bad man...
 
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I feel like he only likes the idea of her since he said the (girl name) I knew is being destroyed. But I hope he doesn't take his anger out to people
 
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Looking down on people and finding youself actually being lesser than them. This happened to Lelouch too, the difference is he loved his little sister more than anyone else, and this MC only loves onani.
 
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Am I supposed to be happy I can't to relate to mc as much as some other people here. Or should I be happy that I can read this without my heart crumbling apart as I do it. Idk, I've always been quite fine with the person I being with someone else. I might be a bit sad and all but I wouldn't ever show it since I'm pretty good at keeping a false smile when I need to. And especially when I know that I myself haven't done anything to try to bring myself together proactively I just blame myself for not trying essentially. I mean yeah he did go out a lot during the summer but to me that doesn't count. It's leaving it up to chance again. Well that ended up way longer than I expected. Planned to just have the 2 first sentences at first.
Damn man are you okay? Need to talk? I'll gladly listen, just don't bottling up your emotion like that, it's not healthy thing to do
 
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Damn man are you okay? Need to talk? I'll gladly listen, just don't bottling up your emotion like that, it's not healthy thing to do
Yeah I'm doing ok. It wasn't really a hidden call for help, I'm just "built different". But in all seriousness, it's a difference in mentality, and whilst I do have things I probably should go to a therapist for. This one just comes down to me being prepared in real life I guess.

The girl I like dating someone else doesn't hurt as much when I assumed she'd do so from the start anyway. I'd be pretty damn heartbroken if I did however truly with all of my heart think I did my best and that there was a chance. I mean I'd be heartbroken even if I didn't stand a chance as well. Must suck to try so hard and be left with nothing. even if the other person isn't to blame.

Thanks for caring though <3
 
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Kitahara is horrible. She wanted to traumatize Takagawa so horribly that she wouldn’t be able to stomach being in the same room as a man, simply over a crush she developed in like a month.

I feel bad for broccoli guy. He considered MC a friend.
 
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Kitahara is horrible. She wanted to traumatize Takagawa so horribly that she wouldn’t be able to stomach being in the same room as a man, simply over a crush she developed in like a month.

I feel bad for broccoli guy. He considered MC a friend.
At first I thought her and MC were alike but Kitahara is on a whole different level. Sure, Takagawa uses his classmates as goon material but Kitahara is willing to use a person as a tool to get revenge on others. Teens doing awful shit I guess
 

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