You got 2 ways.Does anyone know where I can read the novel?
From Youtube recap about this manga that someone MTLed to upload - including I think first 4 chapters:[...]
This is a cheap [Ore ni Trauma wo Ataeta Joshi-tachi ga Chirachira Mitekuru kedo, Zannen desuga Teokure desu] rip off lmao. It's gonna be the same emotionally broken guy gets betrayed by all the women in his life trope (because all women are evil, obviously /s). Chapter 2 is about a girl in his class whom he tutors; she considers him a 'friend'. This one is more malicious than his childhood friend bc she pranks him by calling him out for karaoke. He eventually overhears the girl and her friends making fun of him, 2 hours after he was supposed to meet up with her in front of the karaoke place. Like what the hell?? Same thing as chapter one, he erases all emotions he had for her, she's shocked for some reason yada yada. Now I'm assuming he'll meet up with girl 3 and girl 4 in the next two chapters, and we'll discover that he was friends with them too, even tho he described himself as a full social outcast in chapter 1. This is just really bad and unoriginal atp.
He's not normal, though. The guy has trouble emoting as a child, had to go to special needs school, and he has been doing the same thing over and over again. The childhood friend clearly fucked up, but she's currently the only girl who has witnessed his reset multiple times and had to gain his trust from scratch every time.Timid MC who is to dense to merely talk things out, as well as to arrogant to grow up and stop being innocent to an unnatural extreme.
Seeing how it has a high rate, I suppose to many people are just as bad at communicating with others and find confort in the way MC is as dumb as themselves.