so zhan hao is a psycho but maybe also not probably to an extent, cause he really cared about his father and general morality too, (or maybe he only cares about his equals?)
but i think the girl will still be pretty cute considering she isn't like totally hopeless as a person
though i don't know about their relationship working out at all lol, he's capable of emotion and loyalty but he's also got a surprising amount of ego it seems, (maybe he's just very self driven on his ideals, so he stops giving a fuck if his ideals don't line up) (the characters have a surprising amount of nuance even if it's not all clearly consistent to me yet)
i maybe should've seen her weird, crazy possessive urge thing coming considering how much of a self-worth problem she seems to actually have,
i know they're both totally f$cked up but i can't help but feel like they're not hopeless, as individuals anyways, at least they're driven for decent goals(though for questionable reasons),
as a pair though, for now, i'm seriously just scared of what zhan hao will do to her when she tries to control him like a creep,
you need to find actual love my boy (with the last chapter and him questioning her reasons, probably means that he at least came to care about her though that's kinda F*kd now)
i think the author might've done the romantic development thing on zhan hao on purpose, so that we still want him to someday get his emotions back a bit, and root for his development in that direction too and not just want him to be a madman, and her being a villain is not bad considering her having that game system thing
( speaking about the sadist-crush, i wonder if all sadists secretly have low self-esteem and insecurity in some areas,
any sadists here to confirm?)