Tbh as much as i love this story, I'm bothered because of something that I read recently, about a guy who is around 5 years older that a 17 year old girl.. the guy has known her for years, since she was a kid but the guy is recently thinking that the girl is hot and would like to have a relationship with her. Someone commented that the girl should have been labeled as a 'child' in his head since he has seen her growing up... Regardless of how she looks like today. Apparently it's still like pedophilia. This story is the same.. but roles reversed (though I'm not sure about their age gap, ibee is older than him). I know this is all fiction, but it kind of makes me feel guilty liking this stuff. Would reading material like this eventually affect my perception in reality? I just noticed that I'm recently kinda into stories where the girl is older. Idk, maybe I'm just paranoid lol. Thoughts?