Edited for reflection and clarity
Yeah, I know that it was supposed to evoke some kind of emotion and I'm not afraid to express my opinion on how I felt at the time. I'm not gonna lie and say I didn't feel anything at all because I'm still human.
The story isn't all that bad and the scenes can get really crazy where I felt the need to express my shock, discontent or uncomfort. It's like a sort of guilty pleasure, as I feel intrigued, yet wondering why the hell I'm reading this, just like any other manga. Still, the scene is still hella fucked up no matter how anyone puts it IMO. I can't imagine being in the protagonist's shoes and forced to watch the person I care about be forcefully kissed, then producing these kind of alien offspring. It's almost like the equivalent of weird sex, in a way, at least in this universe.
I know it's fiction and I like engaging in these kind of talks about the themes and imagery portrayed.