The Flowers of Evil - Vol. 9 Ch. 47 - I'm just now returning home

[MangaDex]

 

[nokosama]

This will either be very good for him, or absolutely catastrophic. I'm leaning towards the latter...

 

[Rabita022]

Okay I can pretty much deduce on the matter now, where all the problem lies.
It certainly his Cowardice disposition, Abandoning anything that should've been solved a long time ago. running away from reality by immersing on otherworldly books. When facing reality it tends to left him in utmost despair, shatters him completely. Unable to share his thoughts, unable to empathize with someone. iIndoctrinating himself like a doll with the meaning of life with only falsehood, ephemeral salvation. He's coward, Selfish, impetuous, Shy, gloomy, has a superiority complex, Difficulty in perceiving surroundings and atmosphere, easily influenced by negative stuff.

The reason why I can't empathize with him is because I may run away from my bad deeds
I somehow never regret it, even if someone insinuates me with that bad past, I won't be swayed by it to A point of break down, I'll simply forget it later. I can speak my mind when I'm not liking something
I just forthright say it out. I've strong sense of Right or Wrong, so so goddamn strong you won't find another high Schooler like me with such a mindset, without hesitation prioritizing the rationality above anything else. always Felt the utmost repugnant towards abnormality, Deviation, Aberrants. Yes that's me! I know me so well that's why I cant definitely can't empathize myself with this kind of indecisiveness. Although I've a grieve flaw which is After I decide someone and its set-in-stone
I just can't bring myself to do it
Be it watching anime at a specific time, be it reading manga or studying or praying. I can't bring myself to do any of it if it's set-in-stone, I'm definitely the contradictory of pedants.

 

[Skilaruh]

Big man, he's gonna face the past whether it will fuck him up or save him

 

[MarciMyntz]

Oh boy... bet he's gonna see Nakamura and it'll all go down the shitter again

 

[7megumin7]

Seeing his family doing great again makes me happy

 

[ssjn_ck]

seeing his family interacting is so relieving, but i felt so uncomfortable when she was asking him about the hometown

 

[Marxofcain]

Okay I can pretty much deduce on the matter now, where all the problem lies.
It certainly his Cowardice disposition, Abandoning anything that should've been solved a long time ago. running away from reality by immersing on otherworldly books. When facing reality it tends to left him in utmost despair, shatters him completely. Unable to share his thoughts, unable to empathize with someone. iIndoctrinating himself like a doll with the meaning of life with only falsehood, ephemeral salvation. He's coward, Selfish, impetuous, Shy, gloomy, has a superiority complex, Difficulty in perceiving surroundings and atmosphere, easily influenced by negative stuff.

The reason why I can't empathize with him is because I may run away from my bad deeds
I somehow never regret it, even if someone insinuates me with that bad past, I won't be swayed by it to A point of break down, I'll simply forget it later. I can speak my mind when I'm not liking something
I just forthright say it out. I've strong sense of Right or Wrong, so so goddamn strong you won't find another high Schooler like me with such a mindset, without hesitation prioritizing the rationality above anything else. always Felt the utmost repugnant towards abnormality, Deviation, Aberrants. Yes that's me! I know me so well that's why I cant definitely can't empathize myself with this kind of indecisiveness. Although I've a grieve flaw which is After I decide someone and its set-in-stone
I just can't bring myself to do it
Be it watching anime at a specific time, be it reading manga or studying or praying. I can't bring myself to do any of it if it's set-in-stone, I'm definitely the contradictory of pedants.

That last line shows ur own irrationality. Delusional is what I'd call you. Abnormality is what creates the shell of normal you proselytize so pedantically. Morality is for those who have never been forced to abandoned their souls to exist another day. Whatever sense of egotism you have, use it to realize you described yourself exactly as the old Kasuga. It's crazy to see, and the reason I'm so harsh is your damnation of aberration. Deviancy grew our souls into color, otherwise mindlessly propagate like a "fucking worm" just understanding your fate non-dimensionally. No rhizomatic thinking, just keeping your head in a phantom space. Whatever you conceive as sacred is the process of some social force that you have kowtowed to. I'm just being forthright. Also you're a real sicko urself for wishing gang-rape upon Saeki in the early chapters. Autonomy is what makes deviancy and sacrilege so mystical, rape is the symptom of the society we have accepted.

 

[inazumaday]

This town's finished.