Selfish my butt there being lazy then there being overworked and abuse and force into doing thing you don't want to do as it not apart of the job and get hurt for it.
I am happy this is not dead. Yes he being selfish of taking care of his wellbeing. He tired of abuse and wants to live freely. Like he OP and tired of being treated like shit
Being selfish is fine. If you don't take care of yourself, then you can't survive. If you don't survive, then you can't help more people in the future.