After finishing this I kinda feel like Yo and Kei`s story was about self image, self love and acceptance.
They wanted to pursue and create a balanced synergistic bond, greater than their internalised fear of judgement marked by shame. The main problem was their distorted view of lust, love, self and sexual desire.
Both of them wanted a healthy way to express their emotions and desires beyond compulsions and expectations from others and within. Fear held them back, lust sustained their desire and dream.
Their inexperience, immaturity and isolation did not help them at all.
Instead of trusting and accepting each other, they relied upon addiction, nostalgia, desperation and repression which led to Kei becoming a crossdressing(he was pretending to be a girl) pervert, Yo becoming a horny pervert and Mitani becoming the rejected repressed/depressed thirdwheel simp/sadist.
Ren is also a flawed person yet came across as suprisingly cool. Her being highly empathic, insightful, gentle and comparatively low drama made her the best lead out of this lot.
It was obvious that she was the best waifu but the simps were too addicted to simpin, to their imprisoning fantasy.
The ending chapters contained lot of spiritual imagery. Seeing both Kei and Yo astral projecting to ascend beyond their ego and physical forms in order to merge with the other and then becoming a liberated synergised entity was interesting and unexpected.
The final panel of this chapter also paralleled the final panel of first chapter. Back then, an anxiously smiling, uncertain and fearful Kei, hesitated in calling out to Yo.
Whereas here now, joyful smiling, happy and hopeful "Alice" boldly called out to Yo.
Well atleast the dudes(Alice still a dude?) got a happy ending.
Though i have no idea what Mitani and Ren`s journeys were building upto. Their story is quite strange and ends inconclusively.
To me, Oshimi shuzos other projects connected/concluded better. This work was entertaining enough but did not resonate all that much.
Also,the sex scenes were boring and distracting. I get their purpose but spending entire chapters on them felt excessive.
If only they were spicier, sugary or hot. Arousal was almost non existent in this ecchi story. Meh....