Honestly, at first I thought it was supposed to be a manga where the ml overcomes his insecurities because of that fate string and is happy with a girl he chose in the end, instead this was 9 chapters of a pure nightmare...like can you decide already? I can't even follow his logic, one chapter he wants to be with her, then he listens to some crap of his/her colleague and thinks "hmmm maybe we should go along with fate"
3 years pinning over someone, without even trying to confess...idk that's just pitiful
He doesn't want to confess yet he's scared that that coworker's gonna steal her, he's sabotaging himself like always
And I would at least understand if he was scared of losing her as a friend, I would still find it a bit stupid but it would be understandable. But that's not it either.
I'm not gonna make myself suffer and read it any further, just wanted to complain a bit lol