Perpetual Newbie
- Joined
- Dec 7, 2025
- Messages
- 2,654
It's been 2,499 messages since I made my first milestone post. A lot has happened since then.
You know, I think even 251 messages me would've been disappointed, if not disgusted by my present-self. I've done things in my 251 message-self would've never thought would happen, both good, and bad. But they'll be disgusted either way, as just being in this site was like an "event horizon" for me; I feared that I was going to get excluded and shunned just from associating with y'all. That's why I kept everything separate from this site.
I wonder how 251 me would've done things differently. Maybe he would've never done the Culling Games. Maybe he would've kept the Lactose League alive. Maybe he would've revealed that the game that his account was based off on was ████'█ ███. Maybe he actually quit soon after.
Either way, it doesn't really matter anymore, as I can't really take back the 2,499 messages I've sent here. Guess it's ride or die for me and this site. Oh well!
You know, I think even 251 messages me would've been disappointed, if not disgusted by my present-self. I've done things in my 251 message-self would've never thought would happen, both good, and bad. But they'll be disgusted either way, as just being in this site was like an "event horizon" for me; I feared that I was going to get excluded and shunned just from associating with y'all. That's why I kept everything separate from this site.
I wonder how 251 me would've done things differently. Maybe he would've never done the Culling Games. Maybe he would've kept the Lactose League alive. Maybe he would've revealed that the game that his account was based off on was ████'█ ███. Maybe he actually quit soon after.
Either way, it doesn't really matter anymore, as I can't really take back the 2,499 messages I've sent here. Guess it's ride or die for me and this site. Oh well!