@Halo
They seemed so perfect for each other, so why did it go so wrong?
I know I haven't been a good partner, and Black, if you're reading this, I just want to let you know that I am so, so sorry. I wish we could go back to the good old days of skipping classes just to make out under the bleachers of the football field. I miss the times when we didn't have to think about the future, when our life together wasn't some acclimation of meaningless complications. Back then, when I thought of the color of
us, it was the vibrant orange of a magnificent sunset; now, it's just a deep, muddy grey.
Since I'm so close to all of you, I suppose it's fair to let you in on our personal matters.
I can't say exactly where it all went wrong and fell apart, but there are some moments I can point to. Black miscarriaged. Twice. Every night when we lay in bed, she told me she could still feel them. The babies she's lost; the lives she's lost.
It was like they were all still there. I could feel it too. I don't know what's right or wrong anymore, all I know is that if I had never entered this forum I would've never become...
such a half-assed piece of shit!