From what I read in a forum that might be the case for her. Every time reads the book, she goes through this over and over again. She is aware that she's the novel's heroine and she probably went through this a lot. So much that she's aware of her situation but I don't think there is anything she could do about it.
Ooh, this is getting interesting. Not that the story was dull until now (I enjoyed it a lot), but I didn't expect it to go in this direction for Yuri. People have suggested some interesting theories and I'm eager to find out more 😄
ooooh is she perhaps trapped in a cycle of rebirth or something?
I already liked this story a lot, but that hint of darkness just added a whole new level of depth
Hellish curse huh? Don't tell me what as the Heroine she's been reincarnated over and over again and that's why she's tired of all the male leads because she's been through ALL of them (like how you go back in the novel and follow a different route) and wants to find happiness away from all of those assholes!
Imagine if Yuri did a time-loop for each ending with every male lead.
That would be the 5th time (or 6th if we count the harem end) she is forced to live these events, with no possible way of escaping it.
That's probably why she is surprised by Melissa actions, who are much differents than before.